Chapter 43: letting sumone go is da HARDEST part..

last nite i experienced sumting new... sumting dat i wudnt expect dat i cud experienced it... the story goes like this......

i chatted with my fwen's former GF in ym... its really great... at first yes she's really reluctant to tell bout my fwen but at last we ended up exchanging story bout him... 2 persons who knew him from really diff angle... from a former GF's  and from a new fwen's angle... its really sad 2  see a girl who still in hope of continuing their relationship, hunger for da man's love and needed for da man's attention... it seems like she reluctantly to let him go... she keep on updating what had been happening in his life thru many sorts of way... thru myspace... blog.. and other thing dat can bring her closer to him... she noticed what happen to him... she concern bout his health and well being... but thres nothing she can do more than dat... he seems that he dont really want to hv any relationship with her... even friends... dats really bugged me out... whats happen during da break up? is it bad? what is da reason for this beautiful relationship to shreded into pieces that cant be put together... what really sadden me bout their whole relationship is thres no live happily ever after... it seems like he really want to put a DOT in their relationship... no contact with each other.. the realtionship just stop thre... it really sad... but what can i do? 

mr. syAEr dEAn

p/s: for those who terasa... let it be... think back what u had done to ur loved ones... what damaged can it cost to other peep... just hoping dat my relationship will stay on da rite track... n hopefully it blooms when its da rite time... muax to my SYG... 

Chapter 43: REMINISCENCE of the forgottens...

hmmm... as i check back my messages inbox bcoz its full... i started to read back my old messages... especially from HER... its really heart touching experience after for awhile i havent read dat messages but still its in the inbox... it makes me recalled back what i had been thru when we were still in semester break... its really hard to work out the long distance romance... i had seen my fren lost her battle to long distance romance... but still romance is something dat really weird to be explained...  something dat cant be tell.. something dat only those who in luv wud ever feel... but who am i to tell about it? da guy who nver had a relationship before... da guy who no one wud like consider me as sumone to b luv... sumone who still in his journey towards sumting dat he didnt even know what its for... sumting dat he really didnt know wat he fighting for... sumone dat afraid of commitment... sumone who only full of himself... sumone who just hunger for attention after being away from family... 

but sadly... best frens is da best way to get attetion... best frens is da great way to find satisfaction... no commitment... no jealousy... no heart-break... no frustation... as long im satisfy in what im doing dats gud enuf for me...

mr. syAEr dEAn

p/s: SYG i luf of what we r rite nw... i like da way we consider ourselves as... but sumtime all of this feeling and eagerness make me go insane... hopefully u understand n i need u always... im in really deep trouble... as to whether what to do with us for now... help ME.... 

Chapter 41: from UiTM to UPM and EVERYthing between it...

hmmm... its had been da ruff week so far... too many assignmnt... too many class skipped and too much money spent... arghhh.... hopefully it doesnt affect my life... so... here it goes... what i had been doing for whole week....

WEDNESDAY...

hmmm... it supposed to be da greatest day of all time... bcoz it was my mum 53th besday... but it wasnt... bcoz my ego got da best of me... my family comin to town... i had been waitin 4 it 4 2 weeks... dat monink i woke up late... so i missed eco class... so i met my family consist of my

 parents, my lil' sis, my bro n his wife... at ikea... i miss my mum so much so i kinda kissed n

 hugged her for quite sometime... n we bought a lot at ikea... i even got my thang for my ouz...

 heheh.. later on we went to mamak for lunch n went to One Utama... at first im sooo looking

4ward 4 a new tshrt 4 me... but thres no sale thre.. im kinda frustrated... so i went to FCUK... thres been a sale thre... a 50% less on a tee but it was too big 4 me... so i beg my mum to buy sumting 4 me but i failed to convince her... she said that she had spent too much at Ikea... so from thre i sulked with her... i didnt even talked to her along the way to my bro's house at Sepang... im too spoiled i guess... dont u think so?

my fam at ikea...

THURSDAY...

hmmm... dat moning i woke up early... round 7.45a.m kot... i got class at 10 so i ned to rush back to shah alam dat very moning... i still sulking... eventhou mum had done to me sooo much dat moning... she cleaned my car... pack things for me and even provided me with money... so i went to class that moning... fetched ucop at home and off to faculty we went... as i went to da faculty.. we kinda bz with the event on friday... da BITCH had got to our nerves (me, anna n wendy)... but everything went gud... even thou its last minute... hmmm... suddenly i missed my mum soo much... so i text her... whether i cud see her dat evening... but sadly i got class dat evening till nite... SORI MUM.... but i really love u... dat nite we went to Asia cafe.. some "DRAMA"

 happened but i dont give a damn bout it...

as we waited for dean...

FRIDAY...

HHAHAHA... i woke up late... i supposed to meet my classmates at fac at 7.45a.m but only managed to go thre at 8.45a.m... 1 hour late... haha... but my job had ended day b4... so no worries sgt... but da event ended up with peep... even the room felt too small for the whole crowd... so i assumed dat my job well done... later on dat day... at 3p.m i sent amm n shida to Kl sentral n off i went to low yat for karaoke... with basit n his fren, epul... after dat i went to UPM... n dat nite me, basit n fahmi went "sumwhre"... till da dawn... i went back to basit's room n slept...

mr. basel...

at karaoke...

SATURDAY...

i woke up at 1p.m... really late... n after dat we get ready to go to KL... i stuck at a traffic jam... really bad one at imbi... instead of 5 minutes i ended up stuck 4 i whole hour!!! shot! we went to KLCC n pavi... n i bought sumting dat really satisfied myself n i really relieved n my stress had gone away... later on i went for dinner at McD at bkit bintang... n thre been occured a brawl... a bad one in front of the Maybank... n later on i went to sg wang plaza to meet HER, faten n laila... after we met... we went home... sent basit to kl sentral n off we went to shah alam... we stopped at sek 7 to grab sum foods... n i sent them back to their college... SHE was the best part of the whole day.... SERIOUSLY!!! n i went out for drinks with aidil... he told me that he stress out... his FAV shoes had been stole!! PITY HIM!!! hehe...   

my catch of da day... a trench coat...

DA BRAWL...

Mr. syAEr dEAn

p/s: im soo sori syg coz i been neglected u lately... but i will always syg u.... 

Chapter 40: beyond SOBERity.....

its time for weekends update baby..

FRIDAY

its my SYG's besday... her 1st besday with me...  but b4 dat i went to sunway to pick her bufday present... thanx to evryone who had helped me to pick up da best of other present... thanx a lot coz im rily blurred on what to pick for her... hmmm but at last we had picked sumting that i tink rily great n sumting dat i havent seen her wearing... at nite, i took her out... da plan was to have a great dinner but bcoz of da time issue... and im da 1 who was late... we ended up eating at pizza

 hut... but wat truly matter is me having great chat n n spent da time with her alone... n from

 what i had been told... she was happy n dat gud enuf for me... but still i felt rily guilty... sowi syg...

at sunway piramid...

SATURDAY

hmmm... saturday.... nothing much happen juz i had diz recording with Astro awani... i came back home late last nite around 1a.m... so bcoz im afraid dat im might overslept n not manage to go to da recording... i didnt sleep at all... huhu... n my phone was with HER...so myday was prety chaos.. but i managed to pick aidil n off we went to faculty... da plan was to meet thre at 7.30a.m but da bus only came at 9 over!!! SHOT!!! soon as we arrive to astro... we started da recording n from 1 show we ended up to be da audince for 3 shows!!! n it was not my type of show... but whhat can we do? luckily thres a thing dat related to me... which is fashion... Calvin Thoo was thre to lighten up my day...

at astro..

from left: me sheeda HER n nana...

Calvin Thoo.... (luv his vest)

so we went back to home n i continue my sleep... n wake up at 9p.m n nora planned to go out to asia cafe... my fav spot.. da 1st plan to stop at Borneo Jungle for awhile... but da plan changed... n we went to KFC... nora n izie wana hv their dinner... after dat we went to asia cafe... hehe...last nite was da best nite ever!!! we laugh a lot! especially Anna... me n amm as usually la... but Anna? soooo extraordinary... hehe... n played foosball... me n amm teamed up to fight against anna n wendy... me n amm being gentlemen n let our first friendly match to be won by da gurls... dat will not scarred our reputation... never EVER!! at 4a.m we went to Sek 2 McD... n went 

home at 7a.m...

KFC sunway...

asia cafe....

me n amm at asia cafe (2a.m)...

at McD sek 2 (5a.m)...

break the dawn (7a.m).... 

SUNDAY

i managed to wake up at 3P.M!!!! OMG!!! i nver woke up dat late b4!!! n life run as usual... but thres headache involved... my fam gonna be in town nxt week.. cant wait!!! miss my mum...

Mr. syAEr dEAn

p/s: miss HER always.... i mean my mum... heheh...

Chapter 39: HEPI BESDAY SYG!!!!!!

juz wana wish my SMOOCHIE BOO a HEPI 20TH BESDAY.... may the 20th YEAR of living bring u a great n joyful journey... SYG U SGT2...

Mr. syAEr dEAn

p/s: sowi bout da dinner... it wasnt turned out to be wat i had expected... but my luv to u nver turned off.. dats im vry sure... glad u like da present...

Chapter 38: talent @ photoSHOOTing

hmm... yesterday i helped my housemates with their project... its a recording project of the part 4 broadcasting students... its cool... the theme is PROJECT RUNWAY MALAYSIA... basically me ucop amm shida n aeina( they left early) became the audience n fans at the red carpet.... great!! peep says dat pictures speak thousand words, so here are the pictures during the recording...

my favourite pix

da other pix...

me n ucop

me n ayien

 from left: me ayien acip ucop n hakim... 

from let: me amm aeina... above: sheeda... 

chapter 37: ME got TAGGED!!!!

1) 7 ciri lelaki/wanita idaman anda

- in my case... welll... understading, cool, love to laugh at my jokes, wont care to listen to my babling, sweet, independent n most of all...SHE  LOVE ME!!!!

2) 7 lelaki/wanita yang anda minati sepanjang hidup

- my mum, my dad, HER, my siblings, my nephews, my frens n  miranda kerr... 

3) 7 perasaan sekiranya keluar dengan orang yang anda minati

- shy, try to b macho(huhu), butterfly in stomach, excited, speechless, happy n well relieve...

4) 7 tempat istimewa yang ingin anda lawati bersama teman anda

- movies, kopitiam, mall, umah parents( heheh), melaka, penang, n round KL...

5) 7 barangan/ sesuatu yang istimewa yang akan anda beri pada si dia

- shoes, bags (bla mapu), clothes, hugs, kisses, AFFECTION n LOVE...

6) 7 lagu yang akan nyanyi/ beri lirik pada si dia

-you can (david archie), halo (beyonce), if u're not da one (daniel beddingfield), stay da same (joey Mcintyre), back at one (brian mcknight), fall for u (2ndhand serenade), n angel ( david archie, jessica simps, n robbie wiliam)  

7) 7 kawan yang anda tag untuk jawab soalan ini

- hmm... arashy, farid aeina, anaa orton, acip, ayien n ucup

tagged by sarah n aidil....

Chapter 37: wats happening as im away frm Shah Alam...

FRIDAY

huhuhu... im rily tired.... but managed to wake up round 10a.m i guess... i got to... i ned to fetch my sis from school.... hmmm... n i actually realized dat my CLK got this temp probs... it kinda

 rise a lil too much... n it did produce smoke... i did felt afraid n im not showing it to others even my dad... but dat evening i went to fetch my mum plak from her ofis... n park my CLK at my dad's ofis n off we go to Mhakota parade n Dataran Pahawan Mega Mall... da intention is to buy my thang... which is jeans... but it swithed n i grabbed myself a tee from esprit... thanx mum... hehe.. n my dad got a shirt n my mum got this handbag from MNG...

 woah!!! her handbag for march... my mum craved 4 handbag every mnths... a lil demanding... but considering she's work for it... heheh... 

one stall whre i got my lunch...

Dataran Pahlawan in Melaka...

 

my Esprit tee...

my mum's MNG handbag...

SATURDAY

hmmm.... da day started pretty ruff.... i woke up a bit late... 11a.m kot... n then help my parents a bit... do da laundry... eat lunch... n slept... uhu... kinda pretty boring... as my CLK at the workshop im not able to go anywhre... even i missed to got to Psar mlm jasin... da best place to

 be at in my hometown... huhuh... later dat nite my fam planned to go to TESCO to buy sum of my groceries... but plan changed n we went to my uncle's ouz in mlka for a kenduri... n as time

 goes by im getiin pretty boring n stressed at da same time.... ARGHHH!!!!!! i got 

nobody to taled to n thank god we left early dat nite... n off we went to MYDIN 24H to buy my thangs... heheh at last... n eat at mamak beside MYDIN...

my relatives at my uncle's ouz...

my parents at mamak...

my CLK... her temp is rising... hehe...

SUNDAY

hmmm...  noting happen... i woke up late... almost noon... last nite we reached home like roun 3a.m.. huhuhu... i ate my brunch... n my fam getting redi to go to wedding ceremony at mlka town... n im not goin.. MALAS!!! sooo... im home alone... i didnt eat any lunch... so later i went to jasin town n update my blog...

MONDAY

im goin home... to shah alam in the afternoon.... NOT FAIR.... but thres sum unfinished bisnes at shah alm.... asignmnts n stuffs... x wait to get home to MELAKA soon.....

Chapter 36: I'm HOME, honey....

home sweet home... even michael buble wants to get home whenever he feels like... its soooo cool to be home... im more comfortable... im in my own elements... but being home means dat i wil miss my fwens sooo muh.... n HER of coz... but miss my mum is da greatest pain ever... but i got to kiss n hug my mum at last... even though she might not like it... but she stil let me do it to her... luv u IBU.... so here are my ouz... in jasin melaka... n yes im from kampung n im not shame of dat... its even make me proud to say dat im a TRULY kampung BOY!!!!

mi casa...

mi casa on da left...

da river in front of my house...

JASIN TOWN.....

Chapter 35: remember this FACE while u stil can...

latest pix of me...me n my dearest mum...

argh... da end of waiting period... the end to all mess... da end of all misery n da end of all stress... at last im gona go home tomorow... go back to my beautiful hometown, MELAKA... ahhh... wat a relieve... its a pretty chaos weeks or even months to be here in Shah Alam alone... n evryting need to be done by me alone... shit... im more to group person... i like to do things together... the more the merrier... thats statement rily connected to me... hate to be alone... im afraid to be alone... it feels like no one care bout me... no one wud ever want to knw bout wats in my mind... it juz wen im at home im in vacation... im in my calming mood... im in da very best situation... my insecurity will fade away... i like to surround by those peep whom i know for quite some time... to be surround by the environment which im used to.. with the pet which i love... with da BANTAL BUSUK which i adore... n with my MUM which i wil risk my life juz to hug or kiss her...

da loved ONE...(white tudung)
da nite life...

being home meaning being away from da loved ONE... being home meaning being away from da bestest frens evr... being home meaning being in da house n not having nite life... being home meaning being a brother to fetch his sister from school... being home meaning being da one who water da plants.... being home meaning being away from da internet... being home meaning being away from updating my blog n being meaning being aware dat time running fast...

Mr. syAEr dEAn

p/s: owhhh SYG i wil miss u... A LOT!!! hope u feel da same way too SYG....

Chapter 34: MC21S2A bloggers UNITE!!!!

front from left: anna n aeina... back from left: arashy, farid n me...

so much thing to talk about... but da highlights for today is we had this photo shoot for da bloggers of part 2 journalism students of UiTM malaysia... hahah here thre are.... i like this photo a lot!!! seriously...

Mr. syAEr dEAn

Chapter 33: of modules and moving....

arghh... this weekend i predicted that it wil turn kinda boring and i predict gud... guess i shud b a fortune teller after this and having my own booth at one of britney's circus concert.. hahah.. lots had occurred last weekend... sumting dat is OTT and unexpected... huuu...

FRIDAY

i slept late on thursday nite... n FORTUNATELY im able to woke up at da rite time... considering i got clas today... clas started at 10a.m supposedly... so i geeting redi n watched my other ouzmates enjoying their beauty sleep... kinda jeles... soon as i arrived to clas, the lecturer wasnt thre yet... n da clas only started at 10.30a.m... arghh... hate it... wat cud b worse is dat my clasmated conducted a meeting after dat so instead of planning to continue my sleep at 11a.m i only managed to do it like around 2.30p.m after i cooked.. tensen!! n wen its time for me to sleep, came this so called GUY/GURL person to my ouz... urgh!! bcaz of HIM/HER i only got my 3 hours sleep... SHOOT!!! dat nite i went out for dinner with HER alone... haha at last imanaged to go out with HER alone... no ms. faten tailing us... da dinner was great eventhou i x hv any appetite lately... we had our dinewr at pak li... later on we went to McD for eskrem... huhu... i sent her to kolej roun 11p.m... n to not dissapointing my dearest fren Mr aidil banting, i asked him n ucop to go sumwhre n we went to UPTOWN s.a... thres no one at my house... amm n few others went out for sum entertatiment... so after dat we went to BARRA ate a bit n went home... i slept at 3a.m..

    

                 da bill from Pak li

SATURDAY

its da first day of 2-day modules... at first i thot dat it will end at 1p.m but da schedule kinda wrong its ended at almost 5p.m... wat i gona tel u is dat this module is GREAT!!!!! first bcoz it was conducted by ms. shifa n 2nd is da peep r great... so da module run smoothly... n lots of laughs were involved as i was also part og da group.. uhuh... i was chosen to be in da KAMBING group... this group consist of me (SYAER), SHU, ILIYA, SHIDA, MIYA n HAFIZ... we won 2 challenges out of 2... hahah... grand slam winner la kirenye...

         

         me n ucop from left: shu, hafiz, shida n iliya

arca mesra challenge

we r required to build an arch dat symbolised our group with using anyting in reach n have the owner,s permission... so without any doubt, i suggested to build a goat... out of bottle, manila card, paper, leaves n many things... my group members agreed n the GOAT we built... n most of other group n ms. shifa as well voted we as da winner... hahah... thanx...

      

da GOAT

da 20 cent challenge

this challenge is bout how u make a deal by using 2o cent coin... its kinda complicated to explain it in words.. 4 da 1st 2 round... me n hakim's group lost to arashy's n hafiz group... n bcoz of da misunderstanding during da leader's meeting i won rm1 as other won 40 cent n hakim ended up losing da game... hahah....

SUNDAY

2nd module was held at S&T Tower... AKA engineering faculty.... i was bit sleepy... always sleepy i guess.. n da module was soooooooooooo BORING meh.... lectures after lectures.. i didnt see any benefits from it... so wat i did to filled up my time were by listening to my walkman n chattin with fren... urgh... SHE n faten plan to go out today... n im a bit dissapointed bcoz i cnt join them... SHE wana buy a new hp as HER old ones was damaged... huhu... 

  

       

ucop n me again

i got to go to sepang to meet my family n help my bro to moved... he got a terrace ouz near my auntie's... so first, i took my lunch at McD fogoting dat da lunch mcvalue available during weekdays... after dat i went to my aunt's ouz n found out dat she havent got home yet... so i went sumwhre else n found my bro at this road... met him n went str8 to his new ouz... later on as my fam n aunt got home, we went to my bro old crib to clear up things n move to his new one... kinda hurt my back n hands as most of his furniture is damn heavy... my intention was to go back to s.a dat nite... but as shida told me dat she gona finished da assgnmnt for me n aeina... so made my mind to stay at my aunt's pad n go back on monday morning... 

  

MONDAY

its not over yet.... update later......

Mr. syAEr dEAn

p/s: sumone got new hp... n its kinda like mine... n i liking it... me very likey....