Chapter 124: of friends and family...

luf this pix.. its my dad n i..

assalamualaikum peeps... woah.. its like a hauted house here.. the spiderwebs r everywhre.. damn i can definitely see sum rats pass me by n damn the racoon just screamed out of nowhre.. huu~ my blog is hauted.. haha..

anyway too many things happened lately dats y im kinda late updating my blog.. its not like im running out of ideas or thres no event occured... it just im got no time to actually go to cc n u knw surfing the net.. anyway life is soooooooo like roller coaster diz few weeks.. emotions collides at the same time.. n i had to forget a fren coz i x wnt to ruin my frenship wit my besfren.. so i choose my besfren over the othr fren.. we definitely have to choose what u win or lose coz u cant have everyting.. *sigh

forget bout dat.. the damaged had done so i have to moved on with my life.. n i did.. so i went out n lots of hangouts.. n i like it...

FAMILY...
the highlight for my family was of course the birth of MUHAMAD ZARRITH... da latest addition to muhiddin's clan n another nephews for me.. borned on 21 december 2009 with 3.4kg of weight, his existence will definitely add up more joy n happiness to us.. aaauuuwwww....

here is MUHAMAD ZARRITH...

wat i enjoy doin with my family is of course karaoke-ing... n im addicted to it.. hgaha.. my dad luf to sing.. n hes got great voice considering the trophies he got by entering the sing off comp... huu~

my bro sang a song...

anyway my kazen got married on 18th dec 2009.. congrats kamal.. the ceremony held on 20th at my paklang's crib at tg. mnyak in melaka... its quite fun.. me, my sis n my kazens went out saturday's nite to cek out da so called pahlawan walk near banda hilir.. it was nice... u knw hw much i like to stroll around pasar malam n the uptowns... me likey... i guess my mum called me "king pasar malam" for no reason kn? haha..



FRIENDS
i went out a lot lately.. with my dearest fren.. encik feral nic.. we went to jonker walk a lot lately.. n he did bought a tote bag thre.. n it was fucking beau! damn! lucky u cit... anyway we went n hangout at MP n DP n also bangunan merah a.k.a stadhuys to cek out on da tourists.. hahah...

we were out n about in melaka...

so my fren, nadia invited me to his bro's wed ceremony.. so i did went to her house accompanied by other skulmates aina, iqa n linda(nabila insyirah) haha.. n they plan to go to Air Kolam.. the undevelop waterfall near asahan, jasin.. the place was nice.. n da environment is much better compared to sagil.. no developement... it just us human n nature all over.. sort of like im livng in da jurassic park movie set... but im kinda sad dat rubbish were everywhre...

at nad's bro wed ceremony...

at Air Kolam, asahan...

hmm... im off to shah alam in 2 days time.. da first plan to celebrate new year sumwhre but i guess its a no show.. but i have to go back early coz im afraid thre will b a massive jam plus its almost skul day nxt wek.. so i ned to go back early..

Mr. syAEr_dEAn
p/s: "Mane u.." SHE texted me dat yesterday... im out of crdit n batery.. i was outside whole day yesterday.. but i miss HER.. hmmm...

Chapter 123: tales of the DESPERADO!

" you want somebody, just anybody to lay their hand on your soul tonight, you want a reason to keep beliveing, that someday you gonna see the light, coz you're desperate" - David A.

i never believed in luv at first sight.. well not now.. hopefully never.. coz i just think dat it just wrong to fall in luv with sumone rite away without actually care to getting to knw dat person better.. bcoz basically luf need nurturing... it needs sum kind of fertilizer to make it grow... n hopefully it will bloom in da future.. n of coz u'll have to wait... start with frenship.. n from thre we might have the chance to actually have the the relationship taken to the next level.. not in weeks but even more than dat to mke sure dat u guys hv trust n stuffs.. hmmm... please to all those lonely homeys... x be such a desperado... coz its childish n very immatured...

i'll posted later bout my journeys diz past few weeks.. hee :D

Mr. syAEr_dEAn
p/s: "rep me.." she texted me dat.. im out of crdit.. will do soon after i'll topup SYG...

Chapter 122: D.I.Y (done it yesterday)..

my latest photo.. hee~

my sis went to her mak angkt house so basically im all alone at home for 2 weeks... damn!! i nver knw i need her.. eventhou we used to fight over the remote cntrol but i guess dats wat mke my day.. n she always cooked nasi goreng 4 me.. n always listens to my stories... she kinda like my secret keeper... huu... i miss her!! now i skip lunch coz im to lazy to cook i guess... hmm~

anyway last friday i went to KL... n sent my sis to her mak angkt house... basit tag along.. he wanted to go back to UPM.. he got his final project to finish up..

FRIDAY...
woke up early... went to smyg jumaat... n get ready after dat... went to fetch basit up n went to see my mum n off we went to KL.. dropped my sis at klang n went to jusco bukit tinggi... went back home in shah alam.. n went out to KL dat nite.. we were out till dawn.. met amin n his frens... gettin to knw meor n jimmy... its nice to knw them coz they were friendly.. very friendly!

guys day out... *wink

SATURDAY...
i slept at 8a.m.. huu... n woke up round 1.30p.m... jimmy n meor wants to join us to pavilion.. n they did tetxed us few time n only able to reach pavi at 4 over... n met amin, ameer, fia (amin's sis), azad(fia's bf), phoebe, n lan there... n met meor n jimmy later on.. we had blast dat day.... huuu... n that nite me n basit went to UPM... get redi n went out to KL again.. we r sooo GIGIH!!!
met jimmy n meor for da last time coz basit wants to return amin's ic to jimmy... then we lepak at mamak in serdang coz the UPM's gate only open at 6a.m.. huu...

at pavilion.. havin so much fun!!!

me n acit.. we happened to wear almost da same outfit..

SUNDAY...
supposedly i ned to go back to melaka that non... but we woke up at 2p.m!! huu... so i was online for awhile.. tke bath n had lunch at 4 over.. huu~.. then round 6 over i went home accompanied by abang iz... thanx... n yes we do race a bit on da road.. at least dat keep me not awake during the driving.. stop by the RnR ayer keroh for pray... n went str8 home...

at upm b4 leavin home..

MONDAY...
im not feeling very well.. my body felt weak.. got sore throat.. n migrain.. probably im lack of ample rest.. so basically i stayed home da whole day... so i decided to ransacked my dad's wardrobe n mines as well... n found my dad's vintage shirt n my old gingham shirt... i revamped my shirt.. so it luks more currents... hee.. dat nite i accompanied my fren.. he stressed up.. ned sumone by his side.. n i volunteered to be one..

my dad's vintage shirt..

before...


after...

adding the sleeve button...

Mr. syAEr_dEAn
p/s: "Erm,tdo la awl mlm ni.." she texted me dat... thanx syg.. luv u..

Chapter 121: who taught me to spell L.O.V.E?!

new glasses n i luv my mum's new pashmina..

yeah it had been a rather warm week that i had been thru... to the western yes its gud if its warm.. but in malaysia we consider warm as close to cold.. warm as thres noting that i can do to make it hot back.. n it seems like we need sum sorts of ignition or sumting great enuf that can put the degrees back to the comfortable zone.. i admit the spark has almost gone.. if i end this then i'll be da stupidiest person... but if i go thru it without da spark then it wud be pointless.. meaningless.. noting..

i never thot it wud ever occured.. never in my mind dat diz ting wud ever bloomed in my heart.. but it did.. n im happy n excited for it as it wud be da first one.. sum said dat first always being remembered da most but still can i handle it?! dats da question dat i had most of da time when i feels like i wanna to let it go... but i hold on tight to it as i hoping it wud sumhow fix by itself.. it did back then.. but wasnt now.. what can i say else except i have to put myself first in each of my decision..

yes im bad.. im stupid.. im selfish.. im hard headed.. im stubborn.. im rebelious.. im not conventional.. i got big ego... but still i got heart.. i got soul.. i got feeling.. i have thought.. i have mercy.. n i got love to give out.. but it seems like all i got this time is my own self.. at least im happy to be me... da only MUHAMAD SYAHIR BIN MUHIDDIN...

i do went out diz break... to heal my heart...

with my skulmates (SIS)...

we went to movies n lunch at McD...

supper with my family...

my mum pn jelirkn lidah unintentionally... hee..

during hari raya haji...

from upper left: makan, gathered, me on dad's lap n the graveyard visit...

guys day out..

at kopitiam n the "JETTY"

Mr. syAEr_dEAn

no p/s diz time...