Chapter 140: lets pretend like it never happen.

my latest pic. :D

i woke up this morning with a blow to my face and the rains added the drama towards it. darn i wish i never got the text but somehow i did received it. and seriously i did not know what to react to it. it just mind blowing. mixed emotions i should say and it does affect my mood a bit but im staying optimistic. wish that somehow i can turn over or let just say that i would take it like it never happen to me before. i did my part and i think its time for others to take charge because i cannot see where is this thing heading. sigh~

anyway yesterday was amazing. despite that i skipped my jogging again. i do enjoy family outing like very much. and my family and i went out yesterday. we went to the new jusco. i did some window shopping last saturday and had eyed on certain things that i would like to have. and i did have it. thanks dad. owh i bought some branded items from F.O.S. :D

Pull and Bear grey cardigan.

Gap plaid shirt.

unbranded dark grey short.

Body Shop for Men maca root moisturiser.

owh i love my finding. plaid shirts and short are in this time around. i love it! and after this day on i'll be wearing moisturiser. my skin gets pretty dry especially in the forehead area and Body Shop have this salesand that things is on 50% discount. it could not get any better. :D

owh yeah i came across this particular moment which is me and my sister found it hilarious!

motorcyclist doing the drive thru. :D odd but funny. :D

Mr. syAEr_dEAn

p/s: " ko kate nak beli dumbell. tak jadi ke?" my dad asked me last night. i totally forgot about it after i saw those pretty clothes. so i said "next time leh x yah?". ngee :D

chapter 139: a year older not much wiser.

yeah im 22 years old now. it might had been the worst birthday ever. i didnt celebrate it at all. i guess, i dont need to celebrate it. its not a big deal. it happen annually with another 1 added to your age. but those wishes my friend either post it on my Facebook's wall or the texts i received from them really cheer me up. u guys made my day! thanks!

just wanna give a big shout to myself and those who celebrate the same birthday as i am.

" HAPPY BIRTHDAY"

p/s: wake up syaer. you are old!

chapter 138: do the checkers!

i saw Hairspray movie last night. and i was pretty awesome! i didnt expect that movie would have that pretty much big impact towards me especially being judgmental towards others. yeah i cant help myself from being judgmental. its really normal to be such thing as we sometimes feels intimidated by others. regardless what are those things that really makes us feel envy and stuffs.

i see stuffs differently like after i entered high school. Melaka High School (MHS) pretty much sum up all the races across the country to be schooled at one place. and MHS is one of the well-known schools in the country as it produced briliant students especially the STPM candidates. i guess. so, since then, i do mingles with other races. i got chinese and indians in my class. and not to mentioned those who have more than one ethnicity in their bloods. i dont find mingling with other races would be a problem.

but as i entered my Form 6 school, it was a bit different. the malays are very judgmental towards my indians friends. and i wonder why. so i end up being close to my indians friends (the girls) rather than the malays throughout the lower six period. i was like Tracy Turnblad in Hairspray where she mingled with the Blacks people more than her own kind. i was so glad that i was raised to be friendly to everyone regardless their skin colour or whatever. i guess im open minded. :D

so, i would say lets make the 1Malaysia thing happen. NAH! we dont need a reason to be friendly with others. we dont need to be plastic just for the sake of making the 1Malaysia thing a successful one. mingle around with them because they are just like us but doesnt come with either same colour palette or same background with us. but seriously you guys will definitely happy with the result. :D

Mr. syAEr_dEAn

p/s: the tittle of this entry i got it from one of the poster from the Hairspray movie. :D

Chapter 137: kept myself busy.

I have been treated tosh2 like a piece of junk since there is no internet connection in my house. Now I know how important is the internet connection, not just to keep me updated with others through their status on their facebook account, but also to make tosh2 a usable tool.

Life at home has been great despite I rarely hang out. Well, I guess I got no friends to hang out with. My so called “boyfriend” according to HER, basit is somewhere in Kuala Lumpur working while Im stuck here in my room hoping there is someone wanting to go out with me. But for now, my sister is always there to accompany me whether to go online at Mcdonalds or go jogging at Tangkak.

Speaking of jogging, I had started my workout session and it sort of rough throughout the first day. I had abandoned exercise for quite a time. I remembered the last time I went for jogging. It was at the section 7 lake in shah alam somewhere in march I guess. How long it had been. With the consultation and encouragement from my friend, I got pumped up to start living healthy. I do the cardio and other stuffs to help me shape my body. And I stop consume any foods after 7p.m. It gets pretty rough since there are aches occurred especially in the lower abs, the triceps and the upper back of my body. But I know the aches are good as I know the muscle is working.

Well, in a path of becoming the young apprentice of Martha Stewart, I had started my sewing project. I started of with sewing my own document bag. Made from my old pair of jeans. My sister wanted sort like a tote bag. So, I’m thinking about to do it after I had done my document bag. Who knows what I can create from the old ripped off jeans.

Distance really took toll on me. I miss her so much. Wish she was here with me through the day. I was so dumb to not spending lots of time with her before the semester break and now i miss her like crazy. Luckily she got “mr. cool” to hug her every night. :D

So much to say but so not going to make this entry boring. So I’ll keep u guys updated ok?

Mr. syAEr_dEAn

p/s: “Xromentik lgsg la u ni” she text me that. Yes im not romantic but I know I love u. :D

chapter 136: she's away.

" I MISS HER SO MUCH"

Mr. syAEr dEAn

p/s: wish u were here to accompany me. :(

Chapter 135: ticket claimed.

im getting older. :D

it had been a quite ridiculously great ride on the roller coaster. i had been up and several downs along the rail. yeah. kinda like it despite all the hurdles that i need to go through. and what a period of time it has been that somehow had helped me to grow up and be more like a man than i used to be. well, let just say that im getting older every bit of time.

this semester was not a good one for my relationship. it went pretty bad during the the early times and it got pretty worse as the semester nearly reach its end. but we both have this strong feeling towards each other and at the end i can definitely see the rainbow despite the heavy rain before. and i'm thankful for that. I cant never have the thought of me leaving my precious treasure hurt. it had been almost two years and hopefully we go strong as the relationship reach it mature.

the last meal we had together. :D

i had made new friends along the semester. getting close with certain people who i dont have the chance to get to know the them before. thanks to facebook, my friend's number had grew eversince. the existed friends of mine, well let just said we pretty much bonded even closer. i love my friends and i definitely willing to sacrifice anything in order to retain them. I love u guys. and i will surely miss you guys during the break.

my BFF, Mr Kamal. haha.

my friends. love u guys.

I'm an official online junkie now. i cant live without the internet connection. if i cant use my laptop (tosh2) to update my status on Facebook, my dad's cellphone is the victim of my addiction. well, my friends always tease me on how my personality change once i go online. well at first, i'm like in denial, but what they said is kinda true. and yes ucop, I'M AN ONLINE JUNKIE!. haha

my interest in life is always fashion. i love to dress up. buy new clothes, revamp the old ones, trying those shoes and makes my own. this semester, i put more effort in my interest towards fashion. i revamp my dad's vintage clothes. the latest finding was an 80's pale blue blazer which i relocate the button to make it fit on my body. and it was a successful work of mine. as i trimmed my old jeans, i had made a laptop case out of the left over from the jeans itself. and the result was pretty good. proud of myself. i can definitely predict that this semester break, i would have more projects on sewing and stitching. take that Martha Stewart. and one thing more, my shoes collection had expended also. :D

Syaer Dean's laptop case.

my dad's new revamped vintage blazer. i make it fit by relocating the button.

my new Zara's slip on sandal.

so much to say here but this semester really make me learnt a lot more. i was been told so many time by my lecturer that i'm having an attitude problem. and yes iam. determine to change for my own good. let see where it goes from here. and i promise more posts in the future.

Mr. syAEr_dEAn

p/s: as i wrote this entry, SHE is at Genting with HER girlfriends. owh, i miss HER like really bad. :(