Chapter 120: goes along to get along...

darn i left my memory card reader at home... but dying to share my life here... heee.... life had been great for diz couples days... my relationship getting better i guess n im losing weight... how ironic huh? being homed n losing weight? not dat my mum didnt fed me well just im not a big fan of rice lately n i wonder y...

but seriusly boredom nearly killed me.. few strikes of stabbing infuse with loneliness n both emotional n physical exhautions had nearly drive me mad... thank god the mind did it best to stray me away from those ting which can clearly destruct me... im dying to puff a cigarette lately... n stil not able to do that this time around.. maybe later...

i missed my frens... missed having great time at "kedai bwah rumah" with ucop amm erin sidah n fifi... have a gud laugh coz seriusly the melakans r not ready for my loudest laugh... i laughed n they stared me like i had just kill a man... damn! i missed the impromptu visit to sunway with the girls... missed having meatballs at IKEA with HER... watching movies at e@curve with my besties... doing the field trip with my classmates... miss the "cucuk langit" at BORNEO n L* with my frens... miss driving to unplanned places with ucop... missed to lepak at mamak with my new classmates... n not to forget karaoke-ing with them as well....

just wanna say................

" IM MISS U GUYS A LOT!!!!"

Mr. syAEr_dEAn

p/s: "Izwan, u call umah ai eh td?" she mistakenly sent diz text to me... hmmm... but i trust HER... SHE wudnt do dat to me..

Chapter 119: a letter for HER...

Dear Da Smoochies,

a physician once said dat once sumting held in motion, it cant help building momentum... n dats exactly wats my love for u.. once i love u it will bloom as time goes by... our frens once said dat im sooo lucky dat i got u n im totally agreed with dat... seriusly!! n u r da greatest n da sweetest ting ever occured to me... n im happy for dat... i will never neglected u ever... even when thres storm occured in our relationship but it seems like we can definitely find da shelter to all of the tidal waves n hide from it...

hmmm... days before we got homed n had our semester break i noticed dat u acted wayyy different than the way u acted like before... n plus u frequently said to me "jgn noty2", "u gatal eh skang" n things like dat n i can definitely smell sumting wrong sumwhre.. n i was right... thanx for having lots of courage n telling me wats dat "PERSON" told u which a full of lies indeed!! at first yes i felt a bit funny but as time goes by i cant sleep that nite wondering n slowly my hatred building up... so i decided to dig this dirty rumors so i will find da source of this particular prob... n yes i jeopardise ur name in seeking the truth sincerely... n i didnt knw dat it will turned into this manic problem! but think back, wat is this "PERSON" prob to tell u lies without even investigate it first... its sssoooooooo CHILDISH!!!

sooo i had stated my point.. hope u understand... coz seriusly i x knw wat to do else than just be happy with without the interference of others who doesnt know us better than we knw ourselves... if u choose to be mad at me than im ok with dat... coz wat rily matter is im not wat they think i am... n i love u.. n never do those nasty thing to u ever!!! just so u knw..

hope u cool down... coz i miss u damn much!!

urs thruthfully,

xoxo..

p/s: sorry if i posted it on my blog... coz im mad x knw wat to do... hope u understand...

Chapter 118: wish they were here...

at last im homed... yeah HOME SWEET HOME... for now... but i cant imagine what will happen in coming days... hopefully it wud be better as time goes by... coz i can definitely felt the intense feeling of boredom... but im trying to keep it to myself... furthermore... my BFF is not here in melaka... DARN! need to wait till raya haji to meet him...

anyway... im started to miss my frens damn much! n HER as well... number of my frens had grew as my clasmates were gained from 20 sumting to 50... damn im happy to meet u guys... anyway during da last day i was in shah alam, im trying to spend more time with them but it happen tooo soon n in a blink of an eye i was in melaka alone... huuu~

here r sum of the memories that i caught with my frens during the last moments with them last week... huuu~

TUESDAY...

i cant remember wat had happen but wat happened dat nite was me, ucop, amin n wendy hang out at barra... we met other masscommers thre n amin's frens as well... hmmm kinda nice nite it was...

amin, ucop, me n wendy at pakli....

WEDNESDAY...

so... da management paper will be held tomorrow.. so me, ucop n izie studied at esso for da evening.. n continued study at Burger King at sec13.. then we went sumwhre... this time anna n wendy joined us... n later on we went to mcd to study till 5a.m... darn we r soooo GIGIH!!!! ahha..

at esso studying...

at Mcd n BK studying n socialising...

THURSDAY..

got paper diz morning... it went prety well i guess... what had been spotted 100% came out!! it does fely like a bundle of joy indeed! heee~ dat nite... a bunch of my frens went out together... n SHE followed us as welll... planned to watched movies at e@curve... bu soon later on we found out dat it was closed!! DARN!! so we decided to have dinner at murni ss2 n went to downtown cheras after dat.. not to forget we also went to Bukit Langat to look on da view of KL!! nice n coooolll!!! haha... we went out till dawn..

us at da curve...

FRIDAY..

erm... woke up late... hee... as always... heee... anyway aeina borrowed my car... then dat evening we hang out at Nasi Lemak Cinta Sayang with aeina, erin, ucop n anam! n izie joined later on... we hang out at shida's pad after dat n i rushed back home to pack my bags as i promised basit to spen da nite at his room... met HER to return HER pendrive.. think wanna lepak for awhile with syafil but hes not home sooo... off i went to UPM to meet basit.. heee... we got da guys day out dat nite... n da rest is history! huuu~

at casino playing cards.. haha kiding nasi lemak cinta sayang laa... haha...

me n basit during da guys nite out... having so much fun!!

SATURDAY...

ermm.. basit got camp during the weekend.. so he left me sleeping on his bed as he went to da camp.. so... as i woke up, i got myself clean n off to melaka... ALONE!!! darn! arrived at melaka n walk around MP n DP to fetched my sis... huuu... n got homed later on... not to forget i went to pasar malam jasin n bought soto! yum yum...

mi casa... homed finally...

SUNDAY...

noting happen... i just drove my sis to town.. she got errands to run... huuu..

MONDAY...

im officially da house's driver!!! n im bored.... miss my frens... wanna hang out with them..

at my desk in my room... hee...

Mr. syAEr_dEAn

p/s: "sape syg?sudahla u" SHE texted me this... darn i was shocked n upset... but things go smooth later on... thank god... pheww....

Chapter 117: season3 finale...

the day we waited had arrived.. the dot on the semester 3 had been written.. now wats left here is the memory.. its true.. dis sem the drama had decreased from wat we had last sem.. n im glad.. but the drama had been subtituded with more n more assignments.. till one point dat my frens said dat i didnt hang out with them much... too much money spent during this sem as well... well, dats da price of being a shopaholic i guess.. well just wanna say it had been a very toughful period of time i assumed... n im happy that everyone is now more open as they told me whats my faults.. n now plus 1 person knew myself better... heee~ ok im rushing off to meet HER now.. after dat... BUHBYE SHAH ALAM... ello upm first.. then GUTEN TAG MELAKA... me signing off....

Mr. syAEr_dEAN
p/s: "u la gatal!" SHE said last nite when we went out with others... i x knw wats she's thinking...

Chapter 116: Como tu quieras...

before... after....

diz has been a hell of a week.. n the mixture of happiness and rockhard frustration strikes me at one time.. damn! now i realize im jus a normal person who easily be affected by the feeling... WTF did i just wrote... anyway.. its rily a tough week after confronting one of the toughest paper on last wednesday n now im looking forward for another 1 paper on thurs.. hopefully i wudnt be dat hard as my carry mark for the subject is damn low... anyhow.. diz couple days had gave me joy n pain all in one...

n pic will do da job of telling...

FRIDAY..
i woke up bit late as there is noting to do except dat i got lunch date with HER... we went to sec11 n ate nsi ayam... later on we went to damansara... n bought sumting at ikea... n went home to sent HER back to HER college.. off i go to return back syafil's keys left in my car... as i was hanging out with syafil, fahm, ganu n haziq, ucop sent me a surprise sms.. n im on with dat plan.. as the nite continues, the rest is history...

me camwhoring..

what we had at ikea... meatballs, muffins n coffee...

SATURDAY...
i woke up at 2p.m as i slept at 7a.m.. we had sibling's lunch date at sec7... n later on me n ucop continue our journey without anam.. we went to SACC n later on jusco bukit tinggi.. i got my haircut thre... of we went home n texted phoebe anna n aidil to join us at nasi lemak cinta syg... then we went to tesco.. n i met n lepak with one of my clasmates till 3a.m.. that person was mad at me..

me n ucop at the fitting room..

love this jacket!

i need this shirt.. its cool n cheap!

ucop, phoebe n me camwhoring at tesco...

SUNDAY...
went out to had lunch with my classmates.. thanx for da ride... got into argument with my bro n my dad called me soon after dat but im tooo afraid to answer it... feel bad to my clasmate coz im kinda x in da mud when i went out with that person... later dat nite most of my clasmates studying together at McD sec18 till dawn.. didnt sleep da whole day.. DAMN!

adapting to my new hairstyles...

nice cloud n sun rays..

MONDAY...
got exam this morning.. very sleepy throughout the exam... went home rite after n sleot till evening.. haha... went out to burger king for dinner with my clasmate n alone at home rite now...

Mr. syAEr_dEAn
p/s: "I xdpt wireless.xdpt blog u mlm ni.huu." SHE texted me this just now.. my no1 fan of my blog.. thanx SYG... love u...

Chapter 115: not trying to cross anyone off...

wanna let my hair grow...

i raised butterflies in my wallet today... as i open my wallet.. notings there except an arrangement of cards... mykad, maybankard, bank islam's card, touch n go zing card, my license, n other stuff which didnt contribute any financial support to me at the moment.. i dont want to burden my family diz couple days.. trying to hold on tight as i will feed my hunger with everything dat i have at home... so more n more spageti coming rite up till the amount of coins inside my bank account start to bloom... heee.... IBU if u can ever hear me... im dying here!! IBU im officially BROKE!!!

here i listed down things dat caused me to my bankruptcy... pix will tell u guys bit better...

SUNDAY....
got CTU 553 exam diz morning... done quite prety well.. erm went to lepak at hakim n i planned to go out to KL.. ucop n amer on for this one... after dat we fetched amin n Phoebe amanda garcia at their home n off we went to KLCC... anyway zahir n ayyiq tagged along... rain cats n dogs but still plan goes as planned... heee... ate at little penang cafe... my fav... went to pavilion for awhile... went home n stop by at zulyahya's restaurant... went home at 2a.m..

ME n phoebe amanda garcia..

ME, phoebe amanda garcia n ucop at KLCC...

on the elevetor... ucop, ME, amin n amer...

MONDAY..
accompany aeina to celcom centre... went to Sunway pyramid for movies... MICHAEL JACKSON: This Is It is da best movie so far... gave me goosebump... went home n lepak with ucop, amin, n phoebe at stall near our house... n then went lepak with syafil, fahm n syazni at barra...

ucop lose to his lust towards megan fox

they borowed my my hp n caught this in the toilet... haha

TUESDAY...
in da study mood... tomorw got comm research exam.. went to meranti with ucop to study... studied for half hour n slept for another half hour... went to ole-ole mall... karaoke-ing n lepak at Pakli... went home n continue study till late..

just woke up..

ucop voicing out his vocals..

WEDNESDAY...
exam in da morning.. thank god everything been spotted on came out... heee :D... went for lunch at sec9 restoren cili merah... went to Jusco bukit raja for movies... watched Jeniffer's Body... Megan Fox is a damn HOT chick ever!!! went to P.A.S for donuts.. my treats.. met HER n faten.. SHE luking for a slack... accompanied HER n sent HER n faten to ika's house.. went home after dat...

from left: ucop, amer, erine n fushi at old town...

Mr. syAEr_dEAn
p/s: "lg 10minit" SHE texted me this... girls... they take too much time to get redi... hee :D... but stilll luv u SYG...