Chapter 112: what i have been doin..

i had deleted an entry before bcoz im trying to erase those tragedy from my memory... im such a dush bag when it comes to expressing my feeling... it does hurt da people whom i love... sorry guys... but i had asked for their forgiveness n they had forgived all of my foolness and inconsiderate behavior.. i dont want to tlak bout this more and more.. coz when i talk bout this s**t im feeling like a s**t... so again... im sooo sorry...

anyway.. lots had been goin on since my last update.. im not on9 for almost a week.. so im kinda left behind... but here what had been goin to my life for a week...

Sunday...

i was with my family at my bro's crib at sepang... n we shooted da Deustch language video dat same nite..

at my bro's..

during the shooting...

Monday..

Deustchkurs class as usual.. n we went to PAS n erine bought a new pair of shoes... me, amer, ucop and hafiz plan to go to Borneo but sadly it was closed n we lepak at AC n pakli..

at PAS while erin trying her new shoes..

me n amer at AC..

ucop n hafiz at AC too...

Tuesday...

noting happen..

camwhore wanted!!

Wednesday..

i went to UPM.. meet basit.. plan to watch a movie but we went for karaoke instead.. eipul tagged along.. when to Pavilion too.. love da jacket collections at forever21... n topman's trench coat... spent da nite at UPM..

eipul, basit n me at Pavilion..

i need these two items in my closet...

hooded leather jacket at forever21..

tweed blazer jacket at forever21..

Thursday...

basit want to refund his Beyonce concert tickets... went to Alamanda, putrajaya... played the racing game... went home... bought RM2 rice set... back to shah alam dat evening... got test but was canceled.. da lecturer forgot.. OMG!! went to ani sup at sec9 n later on study for newswriting test on friday...

as im waiting my meal to arrive at anis sup..

Friday...

test in da morning... slept till 6 p.m... went out on a date with HER... joined da broadcast students after their event n went lepaking at pakli... me, ucop, erin n fifie went to Uptown... slept at 4a.m..

me, ejal n amer after their event..

amm n erin showing their dance move..

me n erine posed in traditional costume..

Today...

woke up early.. pack my bags as my parents gonna be here.. my cousin wedding ceremony is tomorow... im staying at klang tonite...

Tomorrow..

leave it to faith on wats gonna happen...

Mr. syAEr_dEAn
p/s: "7 minutes late" she texted me yesterday... im late to pick HER up at HER college... sori..

Chapter 111: doin a string of bad choices...

1. lie to myself.... check!!
2. lie to my parents... check!!
3. hurt HER feeling... check!!

4. hurt my frens feeling... check!!

5. commit infidelity... check!!

this are among the bad choices that i think are da heaviest wrongdoings dat i ever done.. well this is not da 1st time i had done it... done coulples before this but i didnt noticd coz no one had told me... sooo... with soooo much regrets i just wanna say....

"FORGIVE ME..."

Mr. syAEr_dEAn
p/s: got noting to say more...

Chapter 110: im easily aroused...

im a cyclop... haha...

erm yeah probably im da most easily person can get excited especially when a certain occasion involved my frens and family... i love social event.. its da time dat i can get closed with my frens... heee... so whenever my frens asked to lepak together its is hard for me to say no to them... coz i love them... same goes with my family...

erm... anyway im wearing the tee dat SHE gave me on my BDAY last tuesday... i missed HER a lots lately since we didnt went out on a date like forever... so SHE asked me out for ice cream.. n i immediately agreed... we went to Mcdonald n bought 2 strawberry sundaes... n later on had dinner at ani sup restoren... heee.. nice...

dats not HER... HER tee...

yesterday da semester 3 broadcast student had diz animation event held at our lecture hall... im soooo excited to help my frens' booth as they chose mamak as their theme.. aaauwww... why cant da journalism sequence has any event? i wonder.. anyway i m excited for them eventhough im not part of it... huuu....

during da animation event...

Mr. syAEr_dEAn

p/s: my car is having a fever... so does HER laptop... huuu... we both cant use our favourite items.. DARN!!!

Chapter 109: chains of serial belly bloater...

cant see my tummy.. hee...

belly.. tummy... stomach.. peyot... anyting u called it still it refer to asame frickin thing.. PERUT @ stomach... huh.. honestly im not a skinny guy.. im kinda big coz i got enormous bone structure... guess im not a guy dat da girls wud drools their saliva over.. im just a plain malay guy with kinda round belly hahha.. used to be skinny before i my TETT got cut.. or malay said it sunat or jawi... i will later post my childhood pic as u can see im a skinny kid with big ears n teeth.. haha..

anyway... last couples of days i had been invited to several open houses n a wedding ceremony... n it were held all over Selangor.. darn... thank god i got cars.. so it easier for me to move around.. haha... ermm ok let da pic do da talking...

Friday...

i had been invited my amin to his open house.. located at block 18 across my house.. haha.. n SHE texted me n said dat SHE was also invited.. so i picked HER n faten at da kolej n we went to amin's.. da fuds were GREAT,, they served satay, nasi beriyani, spageti, nasi himpit n others dats rily drools all of us.. hee... anyway basit came to my house dat nite.. we spent da nite wandering roun as we havent met like a week.. haha... anyway it was a gud day...

at amin's open houses...

guys nite out...

Saturday...

i missed da kolokium.. darn i woke up late.. round 8.20a.m n da kolokium started at 8.30.. hmm... so i passed.. but da plan to go to paan's uncle open house n nad's sis wedding at putrajaya stil on.. haha.. we off to paan's uncles's crib like round 1 over.. then we went to putrajaya.. kinda late.. huhuh.. owh forgot to mention BASIT came along.. hee.. dat evening i sent him back to upm n me, aeina, farid n paan we to karaoke...

at paan's uncles..

Sunday..

got another 2 open houses invitation.. nana's and ina's.. hee... diz time azlee n anna tag along.. first we went to nana's crib at sg buloh.. lots of gud fuds.. then off to rawang for ina's open house.. dat nite after i sent aeina home, i lepak with ucop n raifa and da gang... we then went to downtown Cheras and back home round 3.30.. hah.. nice...

nana's crib..

with raifa n da gangs...

Mr. syAEr_dEAn
p/s: "Suap pe ni?ai nk mkn nasi la.haha" she texted me diz afternoon.. i cooked myself spageti for lunch... darn wish my mum can cook for me.. it wud taste better..

Chapter 108: of BLACK and BROWN headed...

diz week had been pretty bad week for my money but not to my enjoyment... been out to several places n it cost me lots of money... urgh.. im officially broke... didnt shop for 3 weeks.. owh man.. NVM hopefully it will change soon... as my hair change.. huuu..

anyway i'd colored my hair back... guess im bored with black.. i want sum spice in life as i was black-headed for almost 3 months... damn... i had been waited for my short hair to grow back to my messy hair... ucop had helped me lots.. THANX ucop!!!

before....

after...

me, ucop, erin, fifie and shida went to One Utama last thursday... da plan was to buy a fan.. its ucop plan to buy a fan n i came up with da place... haha... GIGIH!! ucop bought a polo tee at PULL and BEAR.. n almost bought a tee as well thre.. but i managed not to buy it at last...

after wandering around at OU, we went to subang to hv dinner at 1 of da mamak thre.. but we were at the wrong time as the road was filled with unmoving cars... so we decided to go to Sunway Pyramid.. haha.. we ended up eating at Old Town... day well spent... heee...

camwhoring as usual...

put ur hands up.. wooo ooo...

Mr. syAEr_dEAn

p/s: "It would be great, if u here wif me.." SHE texted me dat.. SHEs at kuantan.. got family day thre.. wish i cud come.. but cant.. muax to HER...

Chapter 107: "if i told u this, i'll be in da orange jumpsuit"

"im kinda person who are very afraid dat im might be da person who is "syok sendiri"... im afraid dat wat im expecting from anyting didnt happen the way i want it to be... even when im watching a drama on TV and knw wats gonna happen next and its not gud then i will change da channel str8 away... i x make da first move... bcoz i had bad experience of making da first move... im shy not snubby... im a happy go lucky not meany... im a kampung boy from outer town... thre r lots of things dat i wanna explore.. im curious.. i try everyting dat i can possibly can... but i know my boundaries..."

Sunday...

nita invited me to her open house at klang... me, ucop, nora, beb, amy, anna, aida johnston n izie went to her house... it was great!!! n later on SHE folowed us to sunway!!! huuu... wat a day!!

me, anna and ucop at sunway...

Monday...

classes as usual.. azlee ajk lunch at sec 10...

wearing wendy's shades at sec 10.. hee...

Tuesday...

2 classes cnceled.. got management clas at 10a.m... me, jied, nana, siti, and shu went lunch at amin thai at sec 7... dat evening got da last clas for lawn bowl... yeah!!!

shu, me, jied n siti... anna took da pic..

Wednesday...

classes as usual.. DRAMA had occured during one of da classes.. hheee :D... later dat nite, i sent ucop to his dinner party at kelab shah alam n me, erin, fifie n aeina went to mid valley... bought marshmallow n watched a horror chick flick called Sorority Row.. HORROR i tell u.. i hate human torture movie... ghost movie is cool with... heee....

aeina, fifie, erin n me at McD mid valley...

show me your teeth!

im wearing forever21's bikers jacket, esprit tee(SHE gave me), unbranded skinny jeans and Armani Exchange's white high quilted top sneakers...

Today...

it raining diz morning... still i woke up n get redi to go to da clas but class was cancelled after 30 minutes i arrived at da faculty DAMN!!! got mock meeting test for BEL subject at 2p.m... wish me luck..

Mr. syAEr_dEAn

p/s: "Ish u ni.garangla skit.." SHE asked me to marah HER of not studying and stay up till late... SYG how can i marah u when i picture ur face in my mind... heee :D... muax..

Chapter 106: hard to be a "POLYMER"!

for some to pretend is sumting which is normal... sumtimes we pretend so we didnt hurt other's feeling... sumtimes we pretend so we didnt luk bad to others... sumtimes we pretend so dat our secret will hopefully never been leaked.. but dats all depends on how well u can act or play the character dat u urself had created.. sumting or sumone u pretend to be might be perfect... but dats not u.. we r just normal people.. we r not GOD.. not even close.. we were created to be less than perfect.. n dat imperfectness needed others to make it complete... im x gud in hurting others feeling... guess i cnt afford to see those whom i love hurt... i x care if im hurt as long they r happy... so i will try to make others happy eventho deep inside my heart only me n god only knew... sigh..

so.. diz week is a pretty ruff week.. i got back to shah alam sunday's morning... injured my arms during games... n Ucop's dad had returned to the Mightiest Allah s.w.t last tuesday... so many tings happen in just one week n seems like it had took a toll on me.. luckily thre is sumone dat had been thre almost all da time to comfort me... by hearing da voice.. im alright then... been missing dat person since dat person is busy and not able to contact me lately..

Thursday...

i been homed almost da whole day... i did da laundry.. n we went out to damansara dat nite... went to Badger again.. n i snagged a tshirt thre... n later we went to murni ss2... we consist of me, erin, shida, fifie n aeina...

erin n me at murni...

aeina, fifie and shida...

a BADGER's tee dat i bought dat nite...

Friday...

me n HER had planned to have a lunch date... but plan cancel since SHE got things to do.. i understand n moved our plan to go out tomorow... anyway.. i went to UPM last nite to meet basit.. my BFF, ucop wasnt at home so im pretty bored bcoz i lost my activity partner... so we went out lepaking around town...

me n basit... love da guys nite out...

Saturday...

woke up late.. spent da nite at UPM.. at first i wanna go home early but as plan to go out with HER yet cancelled again so i decided to join basit n his rumate, eipul for karaoke at Jusco cheras selatan... da day well spent.. back to UPM... me, Basit n eipul cooked dinner.. dinner consist of rice, kangkung goreng belacan, scramble eggs n fried potaoes... n later on.. i drove back home to shah alam...

me, basit n eipul done sharpening our vocals...

Mr. syAEr_dEAn
p/s: "Ok" thats wat she texted me... witout 2 dots at the end of da words... i guess she mad at me... hmmm... sigh...