Chapter 43: letting sumone go is da HARDEST part..

last nite i experienced sumting new... sumting dat i wudnt expect dat i cud experienced it... the story goes like this......

i chatted with my fwen's former GF in ym... its really great... at first yes she's really reluctant to tell bout my fwen but at last we ended up exchanging story bout him... 2 persons who knew him from really diff angle... from a former GF's  and from a new fwen's angle... its really sad 2  see a girl who still in hope of continuing their relationship, hunger for da man's love and needed for da man's attention... it seems like she reluctantly to let him go... she keep on updating what had been happening in his life thru many sorts of way... thru myspace... blog.. and other thing dat can bring her closer to him... she noticed what happen to him... she concern bout his health and well being... but thres nothing she can do more than dat... he seems that he dont really want to hv any relationship with her... even friends... dats really bugged me out... whats happen during da break up? is it bad? what is da reason for this beautiful relationship to shreded into pieces that cant be put together... what really sadden me bout their whole relationship is thres no live happily ever after... it seems like he really want to put a DOT in their relationship... no contact with each other.. the realtionship just stop thre... it really sad... but what can i do? 

mr. syAEr dEAn

p/s: for those who terasa... let it be... think back what u had done to ur loved ones... what damaged can it cost to other peep... just hoping dat my relationship will stay on da rite track... n hopefully it blooms when its da rite time... muax to my SYG... 

Chapter 43: REMINISCENCE of the forgottens...

hmmm... as i check back my messages inbox bcoz its full... i started to read back my old messages... especially from HER... its really heart touching experience after for awhile i havent read dat messages but still its in the inbox... it makes me recalled back what i had been thru when we were still in semester break... its really hard to work out the long distance romance... i had seen my fren lost her battle to long distance romance... but still romance is something dat really weird to be explained...  something dat cant be tell.. something dat only those who in luv wud ever feel... but who am i to tell about it? da guy who nver had a relationship before... da guy who no one wud like consider me as sumone to b luv... sumone who still in his journey towards sumting dat he didnt even know what its for... sumting dat he really didnt know wat he fighting for... sumone dat afraid of commitment... sumone who only full of himself... sumone who just hunger for attention after being away from family... 

but sadly... best frens is da best way to get attetion... best frens is da great way to find satisfaction... no commitment... no jealousy... no heart-break... no frustation... as long im satisfy in what im doing dats gud enuf for me...

mr. syAEr dEAn

p/s: SYG i luf of what we r rite nw... i like da way we consider ourselves as... but sumtime all of this feeling and eagerness make me go insane... hopefully u understand n i need u always... im in really deep trouble... as to whether what to do with us for now... help ME.... 

Chapter 41: from UiTM to UPM and EVERYthing between it...

hmmm... its had been da ruff week so far... too many assignmnt... too many class skipped and too much money spent... arghhh.... hopefully it doesnt affect my life... so... here it goes... what i had been doing for whole week....

WEDNESDAY...

hmmm... it supposed to be da greatest day of all time... bcoz it was my mum 53th besday... but it wasnt... bcoz my ego got da best of me... my family comin to town... i had been waitin 4 it 4 2 weeks... dat monink i woke up late... so i missed eco class... so i met my family consist of my

 parents, my lil' sis, my bro n his wife... at ikea... i miss my mum so much so i kinda kissed n

 hugged her for quite sometime... n we bought a lot at ikea... i even got my thang for my ouz...

 heheh.. later on we went to mamak for lunch n went to One Utama... at first im sooo looking

4ward 4 a new tshrt 4 me... but thres no sale thre.. im kinda frustrated... so i went to FCUK... thres been a sale thre... a 50% less on a tee but it was too big 4 me... so i beg my mum to buy sumting 4 me but i failed to convince her... she said that she had spent too much at Ikea... so from thre i sulked with her... i didnt even talked to her along the way to my bro's house at Sepang... im too spoiled i guess... dont u think so?

my fam at ikea...

THURSDAY...

hmmm... dat moning i woke up early... round 7.45a.m kot... i got class at 10 so i ned to rush back to shah alam dat very moning... i still sulking... eventhou mum had done to me sooo much dat moning... she cleaned my car... pack things for me and even provided me with money... so i went to class that moning... fetched ucop at home and off to faculty we went... as i went to da faculty.. we kinda bz with the event on friday... da BITCH had got to our nerves (me, anna n wendy)... but everything went gud... even thou its last minute... hmmm... suddenly i missed my mum soo much... so i text her... whether i cud see her dat evening... but sadly i got class dat evening till nite... SORI MUM.... but i really love u... dat nite we went to Asia cafe.. some "DRAMA"

 happened but i dont give a damn bout it...

as we waited for dean...

FRIDAY...

HHAHAHA... i woke up late... i supposed to meet my classmates at fac at 7.45a.m but only managed to go thre at 8.45a.m... 1 hour late... haha... but my job had ended day b4... so no worries sgt... but da event ended up with peep... even the room felt too small for the whole crowd... so i assumed dat my job well done... later on dat day... at 3p.m i sent amm n shida to Kl sentral n off i went to low yat for karaoke... with basit n his fren, epul... after dat i went to UPM... n dat nite me, basit n fahmi went "sumwhre"... till da dawn... i went back to basit's room n slept...

mr. basel...

at karaoke...

SATURDAY...

i woke up at 1p.m... really late... n after dat we get ready to go to KL... i stuck at a traffic jam... really bad one at imbi... instead of 5 minutes i ended up stuck 4 i whole hour!!! shot! we went to KLCC n pavi... n i bought sumting dat really satisfied myself n i really relieved n my stress had gone away... later on i went for dinner at McD at bkit bintang... n thre been occured a brawl... a bad one in front of the Maybank... n later on i went to sg wang plaza to meet HER, faten n laila... after we met... we went home... sent basit to kl sentral n off we went to shah alam... we stopped at sek 7 to grab sum foods... n i sent them back to their college... SHE was the best part of the whole day.... SERIOUSLY!!! n i went out for drinks with aidil... he told me that he stress out... his FAV shoes had been stole!! PITY HIM!!! hehe...   

my catch of da day... a trench coat...

DA BRAWL...

Mr. syAEr dEAn

p/s: im soo sori syg coz i been neglected u lately... but i will always syg u.... 

Chapter 40: beyond SOBERity.....

its time for weekends update baby..

FRIDAY

its my SYG's besday... her 1st besday with me...  but b4 dat i went to sunway to pick her bufday present... thanx to evryone who had helped me to pick up da best of other present... thanx a lot coz im rily blurred on what to pick for her... hmmm but at last we had picked sumting that i tink rily great n sumting dat i havent seen her wearing... at nite, i took her out... da plan was to have a great dinner but bcoz of da time issue... and im da 1 who was late... we ended up eating at pizza

 hut... but wat truly matter is me having great chat n n spent da time with her alone... n from

 what i had been told... she was happy n dat gud enuf for me... but still i felt rily guilty... sowi syg...

at sunway piramid...

SATURDAY

hmmm... saturday.... nothing much happen juz i had diz recording with Astro awani... i came back home late last nite around 1a.m... so bcoz im afraid dat im might overslept n not manage to go to da recording... i didnt sleep at all... huhu... n my phone was with HER...so myday was prety chaos.. but i managed to pick aidil n off we went to faculty... da plan was to meet thre at 7.30a.m but da bus only came at 9 over!!! SHOT!!! soon as we arrive to astro... we started da recording n from 1 show we ended up to be da audince for 3 shows!!! n it was not my type of show... but whhat can we do? luckily thres a thing dat related to me... which is fashion... Calvin Thoo was thre to lighten up my day...

at astro..

from left: me sheeda HER n nana...

Calvin Thoo.... (luv his vest)

so we went back to home n i continue my sleep... n wake up at 9p.m n nora planned to go out to asia cafe... my fav spot.. da 1st plan to stop at Borneo Jungle for awhile... but da plan changed... n we went to KFC... nora n izie wana hv their dinner... after dat we went to asia cafe... hehe...last nite was da best nite ever!!! we laugh a lot! especially Anna... me n amm as usually la... but Anna? soooo extraordinary... hehe... n played foosball... me n amm teamed up to fight against anna n wendy... me n amm being gentlemen n let our first friendly match to be won by da gurls... dat will not scarred our reputation... never EVER!! at 4a.m we went to Sek 2 McD... n went 

home at 7a.m...

KFC sunway...

asia cafe....

me n amm at asia cafe (2a.m)...

at McD sek 2 (5a.m)...

break the dawn (7a.m).... 

SUNDAY

i managed to wake up at 3P.M!!!! OMG!!! i nver woke up dat late b4!!! n life run as usual... but thres headache involved... my fam gonna be in town nxt week.. cant wait!!! miss my mum...

Mr. syAEr dEAn

p/s: miss HER always.... i mean my mum... heheh...

Chapter 39: HEPI BESDAY SYG!!!!!!

juz wana wish my SMOOCHIE BOO a HEPI 20TH BESDAY.... may the 20th YEAR of living bring u a great n joyful journey... SYG U SGT2...

Mr. syAEr dEAn

p/s: sowi bout da dinner... it wasnt turned out to be wat i had expected... but my luv to u nver turned off.. dats im vry sure... glad u like da present...

Chapter 38: talent @ photoSHOOTing

hmm... yesterday i helped my housemates with their project... its a recording project of the part 4 broadcasting students... its cool... the theme is PROJECT RUNWAY MALAYSIA... basically me ucop amm shida n aeina( they left early) became the audience n fans at the red carpet.... great!! peep says dat pictures speak thousand words, so here are the pictures during the recording...

my favourite pix

da other pix...

me n ucop

me n ayien

 from left: me ayien acip ucop n hakim... 

from let: me amm aeina... above: sheeda... 

chapter 37: ME got TAGGED!!!!

1) 7 ciri lelaki/wanita idaman anda

- in my case... welll... understading, cool, love to laugh at my jokes, wont care to listen to my babling, sweet, independent n most of all...SHE  LOVE ME!!!!

2) 7 lelaki/wanita yang anda minati sepanjang hidup

- my mum, my dad, HER, my siblings, my nephews, my frens n  miranda kerr... 

3) 7 perasaan sekiranya keluar dengan orang yang anda minati

- shy, try to b macho(huhu), butterfly in stomach, excited, speechless, happy n well relieve...

4) 7 tempat istimewa yang ingin anda lawati bersama teman anda

- movies, kopitiam, mall, umah parents( heheh), melaka, penang, n round KL...

5) 7 barangan/ sesuatu yang istimewa yang akan anda beri pada si dia

- shoes, bags (bla mapu), clothes, hugs, kisses, AFFECTION n LOVE...

6) 7 lagu yang akan nyanyi/ beri lirik pada si dia

-you can (david archie), halo (beyonce), if u're not da one (daniel beddingfield), stay da same (joey Mcintyre), back at one (brian mcknight), fall for u (2ndhand serenade), n angel ( david archie, jessica simps, n robbie wiliam)  

7) 7 kawan yang anda tag untuk jawab soalan ini

- hmm... arashy, farid aeina, anaa orton, acip, ayien n ucup

tagged by sarah n aidil....