Chapter 27: TRUTH or DARE? (i choose dare)

hmmmm today got economy's test... n as usual i didnt have enuf time to finish it... to many input to elaborate... but over all i satisfied with wat i had done... at least i didnt copy... hahahah...

anyway dats feeling strike again... especially wen i was around wit my frens... da gurls... i x knw y... its like im not being myself... its like im feeling very insecured n not comfortable in my own skin... juz dont knw y its getting worser... every single minutes... HELP ME!!! hope every1 understand... i nver had this feeling before.. its eating me inside... slowly yet painfully... i need sum1 to talk 2... but i x knw who... i talked 2 HER... but i x want to burden HER... enuf of wat i had done to HER... im juz a pathetic person... probably i usualy being pampered by peep around me... so to my fren... plz help me n understand me... im in teenage's dillema... REAL DILEMMA...

Mr. syAEr dEAn

p/s: BABE thanx for always be thre n support me... n aidil thanx 4 da advises u gave to me..

Chapter 26: no HIGH expectation on EARLY judgement...

hmmm.... 4 tests in a single week? OMG... its killing me slowly... but watever it is i have go throu it sumhow n pray 4 me that i will end up winning da battle... ARGHH!!! so many ting to tink rite now... personaly n academicly... i guess im in dilemma...

today clas was ok... thank god da graphic clas was cancel.. evnthou all of my clasmates were like crazee to finish up da asgmnet he gave us last week.... n mama's clas, we were diskusing bout wat happen in umah ank yatim last weekend... kinda like post mortem... i was SUX in delivering my point on wats hapening thre... i kinda confuse... eventhou i had done almost all da job on Logistic dept. still i was blamed 4 not deligate da work... da ting is i do pity 2 of my members to do it... so, bcoz i got my CLK.. its even easier 4 me to do it... dont want to burden them! but wat i hate is thres a guy on da same biro as me said that i didnt tel him wat to do... HELLO... if i didnt tel u y dont u ask me whether i ned help or not... u didnt ask me.. not even once!!! STOOOPID!!!!

hmmm... im having a mood swing today... i wasnt soo energetic as wat usually i'd be... but still i laughed but it look insincered... sowi guys... but da reason i had a mood swing today was i been told sumone asking me sumting dat is not me... sumting dat i wouldnt expect sumone would ever ask me... bcoz of this, thres been lot of ting goes on my mind... am i dat obvious? is it bcoz of my personality? clothes dat i wear? or it juz 1st impression dat peep simply do to get close? PROBABLY... argh watever... im juz a human being... i do have flaws... it jus i try my best to hide it... n hopefully i will become a better person in da future... Insyallah...

Mr. syAEr dEAn
p/s: dilemma is part of teenager's life... im not sure where im goin... it just blurred...

Chapter 25: first week of 2 week being away..

   

Explorace- me being da AJK...

first visit to rumah anak yatim parit 4, sekinchan...

     
konsert palestin in RTM...

as i said i missed posting blog on my blog... incapable of doing so most of my inner thought and feeling buried inside my mind and heart... it juz sux to not able to let loose of ur feeling and share with the peeps who r wilingly to listen n hopefully understand wats happening in my life... but as shida alwasys said, "mak KENTAL".. so i juz keep it to myself n hoping peeps will understand me...

da first event i'd gone thru was Interpersonal Communication's Explorace (InteR-ACE) n i was one of da commitee members... da work kinda hard but it worthed!! n it was held during a heavy rain... its like adding sugar to a pie... its sooooo memorable... like it!!! 

second event was goin to rumah ank yatim parit 4 in sekinchan... actually it was our first visit to mke sure everyting was gud n we managed to diskus with da ustaz about wats gona happen during da real event... it went gud but sadly i had to leave early bcoz i got another event to go..

third event was RTM kosert Palestin... actualy i was reluctant to go but i went after all... n da greatest ting was SHE goin as well... uhuhuhuh...  da show was... well... average... i solute da indie artist especially izzi mohd n Najwa... both of them r sooooo GREAT! total package baby!!

Mr. syAEr dEAn

p/s: we went to uptown shah alm later that nite... i missed to buy a LV belt... soo stoopid...

Chapter 24: GONE missing....

hmmm... its sad not to update my blog 4 almost 2 weeks... frankly its not my intention to not post anyting jus da wireless at my ouz kinda SUX lately... well... i cannot complaint bcoz da i didnt pay 4 da wireless ting... its sumone less... hehhe... well i wil try my best to upload new pics n new post by tonite... covering wats been hapening 4 da past 2 weeks... muahahah... just wait n see...

Mr. syAEr dEAn

p/s: for da folowers im sooo sowi... i wil not disapoint u guys... hahah...

Chapter 23: ENJOYMENT r forever, FRENS last even longer...

yeah... yesterday nite, i went to barra n lepak with my fellow cliques.. n i met "long time no see" fren, BOY... he's bald now n look great... hmmm im alone dats y i mingle roun wif my other frens as amm, ucop(mui twin) and ayien went out to murni restoren in Kelana Jaya to meet up with their frens... so as da result i joined my frens to Sec7... n it was great... we hang put till midnite... n as i signed in to YM, Mr aidil plak ajk lapk at McD.. darn... but it for a good cost... doing my assgnmnt n also 4 a free Mcflurry courtesy of Mr. Aidil himself.. THANX BRO!! n i lpak at McD till 2.15 a.m... n wen im back home i foun Amm still awake... we had a pillow talk for over 2 hours n it includes laugh, a horrible ONE! by me... heheheh...

Oscar winners: Best Actor n Actress

as i arrived to fac today my eyes was heavy as rock! but luckily i managed to survived 2 classes... later on i finish up my bisnes wit da Security Dept. of UiTM in order to obtain my sticker... n luckily shida was thre to accompany me.. thanx... n i heading home, arrange my clothes, eat sandwiches then pass out on da floor in front of da TV... huhuhuh.....

aidil, izie, nora, ucop n fushi

as i awake... ucop n amm got home... n Amm planned to cook... he cooked KARI AYAM.. Ucop with his trademark dish, SAMBAL BELACAN n i cooked SAMBAL SARDIN... Dinner was rily mouth-watering!! huhuhu.... glad to hv Stove n fridge to stock up foods... huhuh... then we off to MAMA laundry n cafe... i had my milkshake thre... n came Amir to da scene... he wana lpak at Murni... so we decided to join... but sadly it closed.. huhuh... then we off to WILLIAM... n only to find that almost 20 peep joining da lpaking... we, da MASSCOMMERS r extremely shy... but seems like we kinda get along with them... after dat we went to lpak at ASIA CAFE in subang... we played sum games thre.. went to play foosball n off we went home... huhuhu... n we arrived home around 4.36a.m n i got class at 8.30... YEAH GREAT!!! so i plan not to sleep... first ucop was thre to accompany me but sadly he "X LARAT" so he chose bed over me... huhuhu...

at William- same faces

at ASIA cafe

playin wif fire!!

Tiger's Ice Lemon Tea

playin Foosball

hmm... yesterday my best fren YM-ing me... he told sumting which is very personal n it rily juz mke u feel kinda sad... its about he being treated badly by sum of da peep... its not fair to judge peep based on wat their naked eyes saw... sumtime we r borned dat way but it doesnt mean dat u can be humiliated in any sort of ways... sumtime peep r DUMB to mock other peep juz bcoz of their appearences... NOT FAIR at ALL!! but 1 thing dat i can say is be positive... always expect that miracle will happen in the future anyhow... pray lots n if u feel like u wana change, then change bcoz u want it to... not for da sake of other peep! im very sensitive of other's feeling especially my frens!

Mr. syAEr dEAn

p/s: im missing HER in every seconds... hmmm....

da NEW 'OLD' me....

before.....

after...


Today....

ahhh.... new hairdo... actually i didnt rily want a hair cut... i want keep it long enuf but seems like it look kinda messy n its rily bothred me so much as da hair keep touching my ears... so me n basit got a haircut at a saloon in Mahkota Parade.. huhuhuhu... hope everyone like it... but i got approval from HER... n dats gud enuf 4 me.... uhuhuhu...

me, ucop, ayien n acip...

midvaley at 2 a.m...

last nite me, ucop, ayien n acip went out 4 a movie... it was rily impromptu plan... at first ayien n ucop wana hv a haircut at SACC mall but sadly da shop running out of staff as most of them still in holiday... tooo bad... then we stil deciding in whre to hv our dinner we came up with plenty of ideas.. at 1st ayien suggest to eat at a restoren in sunway n then they plan to watch a movie... but unfortunately i missed out da road to sunway... so we went to a road dats leading us towrads nowhere... huhuhuhu... but at last we decided to watch movie at mid valey.... we had our diner at Carl's Jr... it was my first time i vry convince dats its rily worth it!!! im sooo full eating thre... huhuh... we watched Inkheart after da Bride WARS was sold out....

we went home at 2.45a.m n i managed to sleep at 3.45... tired...

Mr. syAEr dEAn

p/s: MOHD IZZAT BIN ITHNIN... thre i wrote ur name on my blog zat... SATISFIED?? hehehehehehehe

Chapter 21: PIX fix 4 a whole week absentee..

MOHD NOR'S FAMILY DAY 2009

DATE: 24 to 26 January 2009

PLACE: Ashraf's Chalet , Pengkalan Balak, Melaka

PARTICIPANTS: All Mohd Nor's Clan

well da event was successful eventhough i sux at Chapteh... traditional malay game... its sum sort of sepak takraw axcept the ball replaced by a feathered "thing"... i only managed to timbang da ball 5 times je!!!

heheh... me like this kind of event... its rily bonded us even closer... da idea was created by my uncles n aunts... actually this is our 2nd fam day... we had it last year... for da 1st time... hmmm... thre r plenty of games were conducted during da event... like masukkan air dlm botol.. chapteh.. boling kelapa.. musical chair n others... n i was in TULIP group headed by Busu yati n busu nizam... they both rily cool!!! we always won a place at any games except chapteh... n not to mention i was da aerobik instructor thru out da event... im in charge for da POCO-POCO dance... hahaha...

well... dats all... im rily looking forward 4 next fam day dat will be held nxt year... its da annual event for our BIG fam... considering dat most of my relatives r kinda huge... huhuhuhuh...

Mr. syAEr dEAn

p/s: sori i didnt update my blog 4 quite sumtime... mls n my home got no access to da net... huhuh...