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hmmm... i luv being myself... regardless of wat others think bout me... i am wat i am.. im not gonna change if peep ask me to... i only change if i want to as long it doesnt hurt anybody... n dats cool with me... so get to knw me... then judge me...

Monday, April 27, 2009

Chapter 51: master of DISGUISE...

i lurve SUNGLASSES!!!!! dat i wont deny... i started to luv it after form 5 and from then i started to collect it... but sums i gave to my other sibling... i wont bother as long they keep it nicely... but my fav wud be my ZARA's shade dat i bought early diz year... shade rily help me hide my swollen and red eyes... i got those pretty frequently as told by HER... heheh... the rest dat i upload hre are mine n other as well... hahah... 

my ZARA's shade...

vincci jerk...

farid's kanye west's inspired shade...

shade at forever 21....

amin's lil sleep helper...

luv this ray ban's shade....
 
amin's vincci shade...

ameer's shade...

acip's shade...

hafiz's shade...

i wont lie dat i rily luv branded stuff... but being a student rily put me on hold to buy designer's shade... my favourite at da moment is DIOR shade... its da latest shade dat the shown in the latest DIOR fashion show... it looks like a gogle... but iit rily cool!!!!! it comes in variety of colour... so it wud be da perfect gift for my B'day... but it expensive.. i dont think anyone wud buy me 1... heheh... 
 
DIOR newest collection of shade!!!

p/s: just wanna say thanx to all sponsors... amin, hafiz and acip and farid for those great shade...n ucup tooo?

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Chapter 50: to SHOP or NOT to shop... dat da QUES...

this 2 days cost me a lot!!! A LOT baby.... again this guilty pleasure thing rily made me go insane!! honestly... but to spent da whole 2 days with da loved ones rily made me feel it worth every single second... hmmm... i like be around with those i love da most... dats wat we all lhuman being needs... LOVE... regardless what kind of love u r in... brotherly, family, husband-wife, those FORBIDEN ones, or love with the opposite sex... it so much valuable to be in love... it rily give u sum point or reason to live in this crucial n evil planet... back to my title... i had spent almost RM250 for 2 days... argh!!! im such a b***t when it come to spending... by da way i bought sum stuffs day i got for even cheaper price as compared to normal 1... so i got my self a crocs... it called AXLE... i bought it at bkit bintang with my cousin... 

meet AXLE everyone...

today my cousin told me dats thre is a sample sale at this Park Royal at bkit bintang... its easy for me to get thre as my fa staying at this hotel located in chow kit... i felt so anticipated when we lining up to get into da sale dat was held in the ballroom... everyone was like crazy grabbing stuffs n its totally like in the confession of the shopoholic... hahah... i got sum a perfumr n a deostick... 

me waiting for my turn to get in...

POLO double black EDT 75ml...

armani code deostick...

later dat nite i got a date with HER... its been awhle da i havent go out with HER... n i luf to spend time with her... ME SO LIKEY... we went to this restaurant at sec 13... it called Qaseh.. or sumting like it... da fuds was ok... but da best part is to spend time with HER regardless whre r we... thanx dear for da dinner... owh BTW... she buying me dinner... haha... n i noticed dat she is wearing da blouse dat i bought HER for HER besday... da nite cudnt get any better...

SHE's taking sum pix b4 eat... CUTE!!!

just when we r about to leave Qaseh, CLK cudnt start... OMG... im sooo afraid.... but later on it was ok... just da battery head wasnt soo tight... thank god... 

p/s: im in da mud of shopping but im broke... but im wealthy with love... hahahah...

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Chapter 49: of DATE-ing, P.D and drama of love FOOLS!!!!

yesterday wasnt a great day for me honestly.. but at the very beginning it all started well but when it reached the end it was totally sux PERIOD!!! but what can i do?! nuthing... truely nuting but just told n ask for some sympathy from those who i love the most... thanx everybody... well my day was started this way...

11.00a.m
im having this shooting with ayien's group... remeber the drama that i acted in? it was the last scene.. the scene was Atuk riding a cab to his grandchildren's ouz... the shooting went pretty well n it was ended shortly.. but did u guys noticed that the weather went pretty eratic lately? mother nature pay us some lesson... haha..

2.00p.m
i got a date/lunch with HER... even SHE noticed dat i got this tired face for quite sumtime due to last minit stadi... but wat can i do... i adore last minit stadi... when it come to finding place to eat, i always have no idea... it juz bad.. i dont knw whre to eat at... for those who knws whre to find great foods in sec 7 radius u better tell me... at last we went to hv our lunch at Ani Sup Utara at sec 7... we chatted n enjoying da foods and the moment we been together... those quality moment dats hard to get lately... its exam time people... wake up... after we ate, i sent her to college...

2.59p.m
2 miseed calls from ucop... i didnt get da chance to pick up...

3.02p.m
i called ucop... wondering y is he calling me b4... he asked me something which r irrelevent especially im having exam on monday... this is his ques... "kitaorang nk g P.D, nk ikut x?"... 'kitaorg" consist of ucop, amm, raifa n yati... i had to make a quick decision n i said yes... so off we went to P.D impromptuly... haha... n thanx to my mum lending me her touch n go card... im gonna use it wisely... Ibu, u dont to worry... hehe...

5.12p.m
we arrived at blue lagoon, P.D.. da place was really saddle... few peeps were thre... i didnt bring any extra clothes... so im swimming in the sea with only my checkered short on... sexy.. sort of like daniel craig in james bond movie when he arise from the sea.. but minus da body obviously... hahah... but we had fun... a lots to be exact... im on amm's towel as we proceed to buy short for myself..

7.45p.m
with amm's towel n my tee, we went to teluk kemang's shops... there i chose this green short with gecko print on it.. i love it... n it cost me RM10... haha...

8.15p.m
we were at P.D's nite market... n it was da largest nite market eva... plus it combined with the souvenirs stall.. it was 3 times bigger than the sec 7 nite market... we bought sum foods to eat...

9.40p.m 
we headed back to shah alam n as i was driving i got this text msj from my well shud i say "love fools stupid f**king b***h" cousin of mine... her msg was like this... 'ba... bis r.. pakwe a** da tgk gmbr webcam kta kt laptop a**.. klu dia kol ba.. ba jwp eh..." so i reply ok... at that moment i was like SHOOT... i felt so angry it makes me shivered... never in my life i was dat angry.. 

10 sumting p.m
a msg arrived from this unknown no... the "horrrible looking fat dark pimpled f**king face" bf of my "love fools stupid f**king b***h" cousin sent me a sms n the msj goes like this... "salam. weh shahir. ni pakwe a**. ak tgk ko ngan a** semcm je. pe hbgn korg huh?"... i explode as i got dat msj... for god sake!!! we are cousins u moron... how cud u be jeles?? n we r closed... so i replied it with anger n u guys rily no need to knw wat i wrote... this goes too all msj that we exchanged for quite sumtime... 

11.30p.m
we r at bidayah to continue our chatting... my heart was rily... arghh i x knw wat to say... i ri ly mad at tha time... so i called HER... HER phone got probs... so i sms my dearest fren... he told me to calm down... thanx irman hanizam... u rily helped me out... so i went back to my home...

12.13a.m
we r homed... i called faten phone... n faten gave the phone to HER... i said everything to HER... HER voice rily help me calm down... as i membebel, i didnt realized dat we were on the phone for almost 30 minits... so i hang up n continue sms with my fren irman... he does helped me too... thank you guys... i apreciate it...

well that all that happened yesterday... 

Mr. syAEr dEAn
p/s: i luv u SYG... for those yg terasa i pggil SYG it is u im talking about...

2.43p.m (today)
my "love fools stupid f**king b***h" cousin sms me... she blamed me for what i sent to her  "horrrible looking fat dark pimpled f**king face" bf .. see... what love can do? it makes u blind.. u r wiling to leave ur relatives that u knw for ages for sum guy u juz met for not even a year... how pathetic is that... n i swear from that moment all those great relationship dat i had with her b4 gonna end immidiately... i will never talk, sms or see her face ever again... for me she is dead... buried to the ground and eaten by those fricking maggots... remember A** u secret is with me... i i will tell ur parents if i feels like i want to... bye loser... 



Friday, April 17, 2009

chapter 48: finding ONEself...

hmmm... dats feeling strike again... hunger for love and attention is something dat cannot be mention by words or physical movement... it is something that only those who in need and those who are wilingly to give it out will know and understand... im in both position... needing and giving out da love... yeah dats how a relationship work... give and take is common even in our everyday life... but sumtimes i juz need something dat will make me comfortable and please myself... someting or sumone dat is knw wat are my needs and my wants combined... just want peep to knw me better but dats gonna tke lots of time... a llllllloooooooooonnnnnnnnnngggggggggg time... im secretive person... peep didnt knw whats goin on in my mind... juz hoping dat all my feeling inside will let free in the future... but not in this recent time... patient people... dats wat we need... 

Mr. syAEr dEAn
p/s: i lose against my battle... what battle it is? no one knws.. n im feel guilty bout it... but bring pleasure at the same time... dats wat we call GUILTY PLEASURE people...  

Friday, April 10, 2009

1. Letakkan gambar profile anda... (favor from anna)

2. Terangkan apa maksud gambar itu...
hmmm actually this pix was taken rite after i drove myself back home to melaka... i was tired.. my mum got our house a new sofa i jumped on it and take several pix... n i luv this one...

3. Kenapa pilih atau letak gambar tu...
hmmm.... actually it looks like im wondering bout sumting... thinking on what im gonna do next and also what to write for blog post...

4. Tag 5 blogger
aidil, arashy, sarah, jied, n farid... 

Chapter 46: adrenaline RUSH!!!

mui ticket to F1...

last sunday i went to watched F1 at Sepang International Circuit... i got free tickets from my bro and also my aunt... THANX GUYS.... luv u... so im a BIG fan of Kimi Raikonen from Ferrari... eventhough he lose to jenson button from the brawn team... but whateva... from what i had experienced this F1 thing rily great... i went along with anna orton, izie bwitzie n kimora "ucop" lee simmon... so do enjoy the pix i had 4 u guys... 


myself with earplug on...

kimi on da track... (ignore da couple infront)

my dirrty lacoste n im rily sad of dat...

da rm5 coke....

it rained n da race had to stop!!!

Mr. syAEr dEAn
p/s: im goin home tomorrow... muax baby.. thanx for dat date again...

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Chapter 45: ONE step towards TINSEL town...

i accepted a job or more on favor from one of my ouzmate, ayien... its really great to work with the senior that played as the production ouz.. they really cool.. huhu... these are the details on the drama:

the production crews on duty...

Title: "JALAN TERAKHIR"

SYNOPSIS:
its about how the youngsters of the towners react to those are orthodocs and who are from the village.. its about a grandpa coming to his child's ouz to look over his grandchildren.. the grandpa had become the burden to the grandchildren as what they usually done while their parents were home are being asked and advised.. all the drama happen during the stay of the grandpa at
 home..

Cast: Atuk (syAEr_dEAn), Haris (arashy), Hani (aliya), extra girl (linda), extra boy (julian)...


me as atuk...

arashy a.k.a atarashi a.k.a haris...


Duration: 35 minutes

Location: Subang Jaya (linda's ous) FKPM studio, sec 2 surau and nite club area...

i were pointed to act as a grandpa to haris... i had been make up as an old man... and it really great experience to me.. acting is never been the field that i wud had in mind to ever tried to get my self into... it really cool... and the best part is im doin it for gud... just to help my frens to finish up their work... no  pay for it.. huhu.. im doin a gud deed baby... and the shooting starts from 9a.m and only finished at 2a.m... huhu... just great!!! 

tomorrow im gonna tell u whats happen as i watched the F1 race today...

mr. syAEr dEAn
p/s: counting down to goin home: 6 days to go... n BABY i LOVE u!!!!! 
 

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Chapter 44: "im fine BABY, how r U?"

yes most of my fren wud post to their blog n saying this has been da most craziest week of all time... n i juz cant say no to it... it does... really crazy + tiring week... for al ost 3 days str8 i managed to sleep late n wake up early in da morning... this is da price that i had to pay becoz of da last minute of doing my assgmnts... SHOOT!!! just cant say anything... i didnt have time to really have sum fun... even a bit... but mingle araound with my frens r bestest thing ever beside goin out with HER... 

last nite was very great!! we went out to sunway becoz izie wana buy sum earrings for her dinner tonite.. but wat rily sadden me was dat we arrived late to sunway.. but i managed to buy a belt... huhu n it cost me only RM10!! huhu... peep who were thre r me, anna, ucop, nora, izie, babe, shida, fifi, erin n tompok... we were having our great time last nite... we went to Asia Cafe again after dat but diz time minus da drama.. n im glad with dat... sumtime wen tooo much drama occuring frequetly, i tend to get annoyed by it... arghh!!! and last nite i BEAT anna in foosball!!! YAHOOO!!!! she lose 4-0 to me... hahahaha... from AC, erin n tompok left us [n heading to downtown cheras... n da rest of us went to.... BORNEO RAINFOREST... great place to hang out at.. no cover charge and dats rily great!!! we r having so much fun n not to mention burning sum calorie at da same time... they got live band n dats rily cool!!! we were banging our head to da music... n da best part was im with my frens to released all those fricking stress dat rily bugged me out!! thanx guys... wat a wonderful impromptu nite ever...


da live band was great!!!

me at pool table...

hmmm... yesterday i skipped marcom class... at first my intention was rily to go to da class but bcoz most of my best frens didnt go then i didnt... its not their fault... its mine... im easily lose to the temptation in sleeping my ass off!! but wat rily tiring me was ucop didnt woke up as i wailing his name to open up da grill... argh... as i slept i received pretty many msg from HER n i didnt replied to any of it... SHE was mad at me... i knew thru da way SHE type her msg... im such a JERK!!! I'm SORRY SYG!!! i didnt meant to broke ur heart.. it just wen im out  i tend to forget dat i own a cell phone... sori again... but when i called HER dis morning... SHE was a bit dissapointed with me... n im rily deserved dat... n SHE said dat she was rily afraid dat sumting gonna happen to me... SHE cares about me... but i tend to forget how sweet SHE is to me... im gonna work hard to win back her heart.. SHE is everything to me... im lost without HER... im fine baby... no need to worry... its U dat i shud take care of... its U dat needed more attention than i do... thanx coz u understand myself... im a bit rebelious n stubborn... but U can rily soften my heart... it juz a matter of time BABY...

mr. syAEr dEAn
p/s: i will be all that u want... n get myself together just 4 u... MUAX SYG....