Chapter 124: of friends and family...

luf this pix.. its my dad n i..

assalamualaikum peeps... woah.. its like a hauted house here.. the spiderwebs r everywhre.. damn i can definitely see sum rats pass me by n damn the racoon just screamed out of nowhre.. huu~ my blog is hauted.. haha..

anyway too many things happened lately dats y im kinda late updating my blog.. its not like im running out of ideas or thres no event occured... it just im got no time to actually go to cc n u knw surfing the net.. anyway life is soooooooo like roller coaster diz few weeks.. emotions collides at the same time.. n i had to forget a fren coz i x wnt to ruin my frenship wit my besfren.. so i choose my besfren over the othr fren.. we definitely have to choose what u win or lose coz u cant have everyting.. *sigh

forget bout dat.. the damaged had done so i have to moved on with my life.. n i did.. so i went out n lots of hangouts.. n i like it...

FAMILY...
the highlight for my family was of course the birth of MUHAMAD ZARRITH... da latest addition to muhiddin's clan n another nephews for me.. borned on 21 december 2009 with 3.4kg of weight, his existence will definitely add up more joy n happiness to us.. aaauuuwwww....

here is MUHAMAD ZARRITH...

wat i enjoy doin with my family is of course karaoke-ing... n im addicted to it.. hgaha.. my dad luf to sing.. n hes got great voice considering the trophies he got by entering the sing off comp... huu~

my bro sang a song...

anyway my kazen got married on 18th dec 2009.. congrats kamal.. the ceremony held on 20th at my paklang's crib at tg. mnyak in melaka... its quite fun.. me, my sis n my kazens went out saturday's nite to cek out da so called pahlawan walk near banda hilir.. it was nice... u knw hw much i like to stroll around pasar malam n the uptowns... me likey... i guess my mum called me "king pasar malam" for no reason kn? haha..



FRIENDS
i went out a lot lately.. with my dearest fren.. encik feral nic.. we went to jonker walk a lot lately.. n he did bought a tote bag thre.. n it was fucking beau! damn! lucky u cit... anyway we went n hangout at MP n DP n also bangunan merah a.k.a stadhuys to cek out on da tourists.. hahah...

we were out n about in melaka...

so my fren, nadia invited me to his bro's wed ceremony.. so i did went to her house accompanied by other skulmates aina, iqa n linda(nabila insyirah) haha.. n they plan to go to Air Kolam.. the undevelop waterfall near asahan, jasin.. the place was nice.. n da environment is much better compared to sagil.. no developement... it just us human n nature all over.. sort of like im livng in da jurassic park movie set... but im kinda sad dat rubbish were everywhre...

at nad's bro wed ceremony...

at Air Kolam, asahan...

hmm... im off to shah alam in 2 days time.. da first plan to celebrate new year sumwhre but i guess its a no show.. but i have to go back early coz im afraid thre will b a massive jam plus its almost skul day nxt wek.. so i ned to go back early..

Mr. syAEr_dEAn
p/s: "Mane u.." SHE texted me dat yesterday... im out of crdit n batery.. i was outside whole day yesterday.. but i miss HER.. hmmm...

Chapter 123: tales of the DESPERADO!

" you want somebody, just anybody to lay their hand on your soul tonight, you want a reason to keep beliveing, that someday you gonna see the light, coz you're desperate" - David A.

i never believed in luv at first sight.. well not now.. hopefully never.. coz i just think dat it just wrong to fall in luv with sumone rite away without actually care to getting to knw dat person better.. bcoz basically luf need nurturing... it needs sum kind of fertilizer to make it grow... n hopefully it will bloom in da future.. n of coz u'll have to wait... start with frenship.. n from thre we might have the chance to actually have the the relationship taken to the next level.. not in weeks but even more than dat to mke sure dat u guys hv trust n stuffs.. hmmm... please to all those lonely homeys... x be such a desperado... coz its childish n very immatured...

i'll posted later bout my journeys diz past few weeks.. hee :D

Mr. syAEr_dEAn
p/s: "rep me.." she texted me dat.. im out of crdit.. will do soon after i'll topup SYG...

Chapter 122: D.I.Y (done it yesterday)..

my latest photo.. hee~

my sis went to her mak angkt house so basically im all alone at home for 2 weeks... damn!! i nver knw i need her.. eventhou we used to fight over the remote cntrol but i guess dats wat mke my day.. n she always cooked nasi goreng 4 me.. n always listens to my stories... she kinda like my secret keeper... huu... i miss her!! now i skip lunch coz im to lazy to cook i guess... hmm~

anyway last friday i went to KL... n sent my sis to her mak angkt house... basit tag along.. he wanted to go back to UPM.. he got his final project to finish up..

FRIDAY...
woke up early... went to smyg jumaat... n get ready after dat... went to fetch basit up n went to see my mum n off we went to KL.. dropped my sis at klang n went to jusco bukit tinggi... went back home in shah alam.. n went out to KL dat nite.. we were out till dawn.. met amin n his frens... gettin to knw meor n jimmy... its nice to knw them coz they were friendly.. very friendly!

guys day out... *wink

SATURDAY...
i slept at 8a.m.. huu... n woke up round 1.30p.m... jimmy n meor wants to join us to pavilion.. n they did tetxed us few time n only able to reach pavi at 4 over... n met amin, ameer, fia (amin's sis), azad(fia's bf), phoebe, n lan there... n met meor n jimmy later on.. we had blast dat day.... huuu... n that nite me n basit went to UPM... get redi n went out to KL again.. we r sooo GIGIH!!!
met jimmy n meor for da last time coz basit wants to return amin's ic to jimmy... then we lepak at mamak in serdang coz the UPM's gate only open at 6a.m.. huu...

at pavilion.. havin so much fun!!!

me n acit.. we happened to wear almost da same outfit..

SUNDAY...
supposedly i ned to go back to melaka that non... but we woke up at 2p.m!! huu... so i was online for awhile.. tke bath n had lunch at 4 over.. huu~.. then round 6 over i went home accompanied by abang iz... thanx... n yes we do race a bit on da road.. at least dat keep me not awake during the driving.. stop by the RnR ayer keroh for pray... n went str8 home...

at upm b4 leavin home..

MONDAY...
im not feeling very well.. my body felt weak.. got sore throat.. n migrain.. probably im lack of ample rest.. so basically i stayed home da whole day... so i decided to ransacked my dad's wardrobe n mines as well... n found my dad's vintage shirt n my old gingham shirt... i revamped my shirt.. so it luks more currents... hee.. dat nite i accompanied my fren.. he stressed up.. ned sumone by his side.. n i volunteered to be one..

my dad's vintage shirt..

before...


after...

adding the sleeve button...

Mr. syAEr_dEAn
p/s: "Erm,tdo la awl mlm ni.." she texted me dat... thanx syg.. luv u..

Chapter 121: who taught me to spell L.O.V.E?!

new glasses n i luv my mum's new pashmina..

yeah it had been a rather warm week that i had been thru... to the western yes its gud if its warm.. but in malaysia we consider warm as close to cold.. warm as thres noting that i can do to make it hot back.. n it seems like we need sum sorts of ignition or sumting great enuf that can put the degrees back to the comfortable zone.. i admit the spark has almost gone.. if i end this then i'll be da stupidiest person... but if i go thru it without da spark then it wud be pointless.. meaningless.. noting..

i never thot it wud ever occured.. never in my mind dat diz ting wud ever bloomed in my heart.. but it did.. n im happy n excited for it as it wud be da first one.. sum said dat first always being remembered da most but still can i handle it?! dats da question dat i had most of da time when i feels like i wanna to let it go... but i hold on tight to it as i hoping it wud sumhow fix by itself.. it did back then.. but wasnt now.. what can i say else except i have to put myself first in each of my decision..

yes im bad.. im stupid.. im selfish.. im hard headed.. im stubborn.. im rebelious.. im not conventional.. i got big ego... but still i got heart.. i got soul.. i got feeling.. i have thought.. i have mercy.. n i got love to give out.. but it seems like all i got this time is my own self.. at least im happy to be me... da only MUHAMAD SYAHIR BIN MUHIDDIN...

i do went out diz break... to heal my heart...

with my skulmates (SIS)...

we went to movies n lunch at McD...

supper with my family...

my mum pn jelirkn lidah unintentionally... hee..

during hari raya haji...

from upper left: makan, gathered, me on dad's lap n the graveyard visit...

guys day out..

at kopitiam n the "JETTY"

Mr. syAEr_dEAn

no p/s diz time...

Chapter 120: goes along to get along...

darn i left my memory card reader at home... but dying to share my life here... heee.... life had been great for diz couples days... my relationship getting better i guess n im losing weight... how ironic huh? being homed n losing weight? not dat my mum didnt fed me well just im not a big fan of rice lately n i wonder y...

but seriusly boredom nearly killed me.. few strikes of stabbing infuse with loneliness n both emotional n physical exhautions had nearly drive me mad... thank god the mind did it best to stray me away from those ting which can clearly destruct me... im dying to puff a cigarette lately... n stil not able to do that this time around.. maybe later...

i missed my frens... missed having great time at "kedai bwah rumah" with ucop amm erin sidah n fifi... have a gud laugh coz seriusly the melakans r not ready for my loudest laugh... i laughed n they stared me like i had just kill a man... damn! i missed the impromptu visit to sunway with the girls... missed having meatballs at IKEA with HER... watching movies at e@curve with my besties... doing the field trip with my classmates... miss the "cucuk langit" at BORNEO n L* with my frens... miss driving to unplanned places with ucop... missed to lepak at mamak with my new classmates... n not to forget karaoke-ing with them as well....

just wanna say................

" IM MISS U GUYS A LOT!!!!"

Mr. syAEr_dEAn

p/s: "Izwan, u call umah ai eh td?" she mistakenly sent diz text to me... hmmm... but i trust HER... SHE wudnt do dat to me..

Chapter 119: a letter for HER...

Dear Da Smoochies,

a physician once said dat once sumting held in motion, it cant help building momentum... n dats exactly wats my love for u.. once i love u it will bloom as time goes by... our frens once said dat im sooo lucky dat i got u n im totally agreed with dat... seriusly!! n u r da greatest n da sweetest ting ever occured to me... n im happy for dat... i will never neglected u ever... even when thres storm occured in our relationship but it seems like we can definitely find da shelter to all of the tidal waves n hide from it...

hmmm... days before we got homed n had our semester break i noticed dat u acted wayyy different than the way u acted like before... n plus u frequently said to me "jgn noty2", "u gatal eh skang" n things like dat n i can definitely smell sumting wrong sumwhre.. n i was right... thanx for having lots of courage n telling me wats dat "PERSON" told u which a full of lies indeed!! at first yes i felt a bit funny but as time goes by i cant sleep that nite wondering n slowly my hatred building up... so i decided to dig this dirty rumors so i will find da source of this particular prob... n yes i jeopardise ur name in seeking the truth sincerely... n i didnt knw dat it will turned into this manic problem! but think back, wat is this "PERSON" prob to tell u lies without even investigate it first... its sssoooooooo CHILDISH!!!

sooo i had stated my point.. hope u understand... coz seriusly i x knw wat to do else than just be happy with without the interference of others who doesnt know us better than we knw ourselves... if u choose to be mad at me than im ok with dat... coz wat rily matter is im not wat they think i am... n i love u.. n never do those nasty thing to u ever!!! just so u knw..

hope u cool down... coz i miss u damn much!!

urs thruthfully,

xoxo..

p/s: sorry if i posted it on my blog... coz im mad x knw wat to do... hope u understand...

Chapter 118: wish they were here...

at last im homed... yeah HOME SWEET HOME... for now... but i cant imagine what will happen in coming days... hopefully it wud be better as time goes by... coz i can definitely felt the intense feeling of boredom... but im trying to keep it to myself... furthermore... my BFF is not here in melaka... DARN! need to wait till raya haji to meet him...

anyway... im started to miss my frens damn much! n HER as well... number of my frens had grew as my clasmates were gained from 20 sumting to 50... damn im happy to meet u guys... anyway during da last day i was in shah alam, im trying to spend more time with them but it happen tooo soon n in a blink of an eye i was in melaka alone... huuu~

here r sum of the memories that i caught with my frens during the last moments with them last week... huuu~

TUESDAY...

i cant remember wat had happen but wat happened dat nite was me, ucop, amin n wendy hang out at barra... we met other masscommers thre n amin's frens as well... hmmm kinda nice nite it was...

amin, ucop, me n wendy at pakli....

WEDNESDAY...

so... da management paper will be held tomorrow.. so me, ucop n izie studied at esso for da evening.. n continued study at Burger King at sec13.. then we went sumwhre... this time anna n wendy joined us... n later on we went to mcd to study till 5a.m... darn we r soooo GIGIH!!!! ahha..

at esso studying...

at Mcd n BK studying n socialising...

THURSDAY..

got paper diz morning... it went prety well i guess... what had been spotted 100% came out!! it does fely like a bundle of joy indeed! heee~ dat nite... a bunch of my frens went out together... n SHE followed us as welll... planned to watched movies at e@curve... bu soon later on we found out dat it was closed!! DARN!! so we decided to have dinner at murni ss2 n went to downtown cheras after dat.. not to forget we also went to Bukit Langat to look on da view of KL!! nice n coooolll!!! haha... we went out till dawn..

us at da curve...

FRIDAY..

erm... woke up late... hee... as always... heee... anyway aeina borrowed my car... then dat evening we hang out at Nasi Lemak Cinta Sayang with aeina, erin, ucop n anam! n izie joined later on... we hang out at shida's pad after dat n i rushed back home to pack my bags as i promised basit to spen da nite at his room... met HER to return HER pendrive.. think wanna lepak for awhile with syafil but hes not home sooo... off i went to UPM to meet basit.. heee... we got da guys day out dat nite... n da rest is history! huuu~

at casino playing cards.. haha kiding nasi lemak cinta sayang laa... haha...

me n basit during da guys nite out... having so much fun!!

SATURDAY...

ermm.. basit got camp during the weekend.. so he left me sleeping on his bed as he went to da camp.. so... as i woke up, i got myself clean n off to melaka... ALONE!!! darn! arrived at melaka n walk around MP n DP to fetched my sis... huuu... n got homed later on... not to forget i went to pasar malam jasin n bought soto! yum yum...

mi casa... homed finally...

SUNDAY...

noting happen... i just drove my sis to town.. she got errands to run... huuu..

MONDAY...

im officially da house's driver!!! n im bored.... miss my frens... wanna hang out with them..

at my desk in my room... hee...

Mr. syAEr_dEAn

p/s: "sape syg?sudahla u" SHE texted me this... darn i was shocked n upset... but things go smooth later on... thank god... pheww....