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hmmm... i luv being myself... regardless of wat others think bout me... i am wat i am.. im not gonna change if peep ask me to... i only change if i want to as long it doesnt hurt anybody... n dats cool with me... so get to knw me... then judge me...

Friday, April 17, 2009

chapter 48: finding ONEself...

hmmm... dats feeling strike again... hunger for love and attention is something dat cannot be mention by words or physical movement... it is something that only those who in need and those who are wilingly to give it out will know and understand... im in both position... needing and giving out da love... yeah dats how a relationship work... give and take is common even in our everyday life... but sumtimes i juz need something dat will make me comfortable and please myself... someting or sumone dat is knw wat are my needs and my wants combined... just want peep to knw me better but dats gonna tke lots of time... a llllllloooooooooonnnnnnnnnngggggggggg time... im secretive person... peep didnt knw whats goin on in my mind... juz hoping dat all my feeling inside will let free in the future... but not in this recent time... patient people... dats wat we need... 

Mr. syAEr dEAn
p/s: i lose against my battle... what battle it is? no one knws.. n im feel guilty bout it... but bring pleasure at the same time... dats wat we call GUILTY PLEASURE people...  

2 comments:

  1. my dear syahir...
    lose against battle is the meaning that u will be more prepared for the next battle... just get ready.. u will find your own genuine pleasure.. and that time there will no guilty pleasure(wtf) ha ha ha..
    just follow the flow and u will be ok..

    lots of love
    ayien ;]

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  2. masturbate suda.. haha. jk! :P

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