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hmmm... i luv being myself... regardless of wat others think bout me... i am wat i am.. im not gonna change if peep ask me to... i only change if i want to as long it doesnt hurt anybody... n dats cool with me... so get to knw me... then judge me...

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Chapter 26: no HIGH expectation on EARLY judgement...

hmmm.... 4 tests in a single week? OMG... its killing me slowly... but watever it is i have go throu it sumhow n pray 4 me that i will end up winning da battle... ARGHH!!! so many ting to tink rite now... personaly n academicly... i guess im in dilemma...

today clas was ok... thank god da graphic clas was cancel.. evnthou all of my clasmates were like crazee to finish up da asgmnet he gave us last week.... n mama's clas, we were diskusing bout wat happen in umah ank yatim last weekend... kinda like post mortem... i was SUX in delivering my point on wats hapening thre... i kinda confuse... eventhou i had done almost all da job on Logistic dept. still i was blamed 4 not deligate da work... da ting is i do pity 2 of my members to do it... so, bcoz i got my CLK.. its even easier 4 me to do it... dont want to burden them! but wat i hate is thres a guy on da same biro as me said that i didnt tel him wat to do... HELLO... if i didnt tel u y dont u ask me whether i ned help or not... u didnt ask me.. not even once!!! STOOOPID!!!!

hmmm... im having a mood swing today... i wasnt soo energetic as wat usually i'd be... but still i laughed but it look insincered... sowi guys... but da reason i had a mood swing today was i been told sumone asking me sumting dat is not me... sumting dat i wouldnt expect sumone would ever ask me... bcoz of this, thres been lot of ting goes on my mind... am i dat obvious? is it bcoz of my personality? clothes dat i wear? or it juz 1st impression dat peep simply do to get close? PROBABLY... argh watever... im juz a human being... i do have flaws... it jus i try my best to hide it... n hopefully i will become a better person in da future... Insyallah...

Mr. syAEr dEAn
p/s: dilemma is part of teenager's life... im not sure where im goin... it just blurred...

2 comments:

  1. be +ve...
    org bleh ckp pe je...tp hanye ko je yg taw sape diri ko yg sebenar...
    believe in ur self...

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  2. apa saja lah yang orang cakap pasal you, syaer? mesti diorang tak blaja interpersonal ni. ahaha. just remember, orang takkan berenti bercakap kecuali bila diorang mati.
    pay no attention to people who talk behind you.. it simply means you are steps ahead.
    ;)

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