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hmmm... i luv being myself... regardless of wat others think bout me... i am wat i am.. im not gonna change if peep ask me to... i only change if i want to as long it doesnt hurt anybody... n dats cool with me... so get to knw me... then judge me...

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Chapter 145: discovery!


do i look good with cap?

life has been very busy. I have step up on the game and finish up my thesis. at first my thesis entitled "Academic magazines versus Lifestyle magazines" but due to lack of sources and journals, i changed it to "Masculinity in the Lifestyle magazines". at first i was kind of confused and not sure the whole point of my thesis but after reading those journals regarding that matter, i finally understand and start my proposal right away. :D so if there are any input that you readers like to point out, just leave me comments okay?

so last 2 weeks ago i went home. on Saturday night, things were not good as I got home. it was pretty intense but thank god everything went smoothly after that. Alhamdulillah. so on that particular sunday, my parents got wedding ceremony to attend in Shah Alam and we went to Mid Valley after that. i was so clueless on what to buy there but i managed to grab a pair of desert boots from Cotton On. and the price was so amazingly cheap for a pair of shoes. even my flip flop cost more than that. :D

Cotton On's desert boots. RM49 only. very Zara-ish.

last friday, my friends, Daia from melaka called me and said she was at Berjaya Time Square. so, i wanted to meet her there. but sadly my handphone's battery was flat and i didnt managed to call her. so i end up strolling around Pavilion and bought a sneakers at Zara. :D

Zara's neon green sneakers. i love the color and price RM69.90!

and yes i went home again. my dad ask me to change Marcos's tyres as it pretty bald. so i went home and went for a walk around Melaka on sunday. i bought my sister a MNG love shape handbag and got myself awesome variety of items. :D

Body Shop's maca root face wash. (i got the moisturiser)

faux leather belt from Daiso, a rm5 shop.

Padini's socks.

i had been a big fan of bracelets since i saw this blog post from my favourite blog, my many bags. so i'm on my quest in collecting a variety of different material bracelets. this i bought at Melaka.

i love the below one.

wear then at once. love the idea of having few bracelet on one wrist.

oh yeah i done another D.I.Y project. this time it involving colors and shoes. i bought this awesome so-called Kungfu Shoes back in Melaka and i really wanted to dye it into purple. so, i bought a purple powder dye from local shop and dye it. and it was a successful project!

before. after.

i can see i will be dying more and more stuffs after this. i love to do experiment that involve fashion. :D

Mr. syAEr_dEAn
p/s: I LOVE MY FAMILY. i can be overprotective towards the person i love the most!

Friday, July 23, 2010

Chapter 144: painting the town RED!


Celio* is a men's clothing company originated from France. they got cool and awesome ensembles of variety of men's clothing types. it was differentiate into 3 categories- Celio* club, Celio* casual, and Celio's sportwear. the design were pretty unique but similar to esprit. same goes to the price. i was amazed by the shirt's design. they were one of a kind.

during the early month of July, i bought August Man magazine and came across this page which tell the details of an event that Celio* is going to held. I'm very excited to join but I'm clueless in making an RSVP. so, i let the hope of attending the event down. But thank to god, Basit was hired as a sales assistant at that place and the manager is keen enough to give him 2 invitation cards to the party. each cards entitles to bring 2 more guests, so we tagged along Ucop, Izie and Ameer with us. :D

Event: Celio* Launching Party.
Venue: Celio* boutique, Pavilion, KL
Date: 23th July 2010.
Time: 7.30P.M
dress code: Fabulous RED


Before the event.

from left: Ucop, Ameer, Basit and I. I'm wearing DKNY jeans tshirt, Topman skinny jeans and my dad's old Bonia's loafer.

camwhoring while waiting for the event to start.


During the event.

the event was enlighten by the music from the very talented DJ, DJ Goldfish. so the music start pumping and the event was started with fashion show of the clothes sold at Celio* and was infuse with few games in the middle of the show. it was great. Me and izie had the chance to actually joined the game where we have to wear a plain neck tie creatively and have to walk a runway. Izie won and we got to keep the tie. cool! the foods was prepared by The Loaf and the drinks by Moet. and thank god they served lemonade too. :D

few of the models do the catwalk and the DJ for the night, DJ Goldfish.

me and izie during the games. :D

Celio* neck tie worth of RM129. i got it for free. :D

the other reason of me attending the event is that so i can make get a contact from the people from my favourite magazine, August Man. I think August Man is the best place to do my internship as it really suit my style. :D so at first when i met the people from August, i was so scared to approch them. but as the time passed by and I saw KC Yap, the senior writer of August Man, i went to him and try to have a little chat. he gave me his card and ask me to send in the resume so hopefuly i can do the internship next semester. :D

KC yap, senior writer of August Man and me.

from left: Izie, Basit, Ameer and Ucop as we waited our turn to take the door gift at the entrance.

the door gift consist of few catalogs and vouchers from Thierry Mugler, Morgan and Celio*. there is a red and white stripes belt from Celio* worth of RM268.

Mr. syAER_dEAn
p/s: "jgn noty2 kt celio" SHE text me that. i didnt SYG. ;D


Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Chapter 143: things i love to do the most.


my latest picture.

it had been ages since the last time i updated my blog. too lazy i guess. well, this semester require more energy. more stress. but i'm positive about it despite the short craziness after i got the result for last semester. I'm afraid I might lose my focus and need someone to guide me through. so far SHE's being very supportive and wanted to get involve in my life. thanks sayang. i really appreciate it. SERIOUSLY! and it seems like we are heading on the right track. the relationship i mean. I'm so happy.

Basit had been around me quite often. so, i got the 14 days free trial at celebrity fitness. so i went there with basit. gym was great but i cant afford it. maybe later when i'm working. :D (i abandoned my diet eversince i got here in shah alam.)

as we tried all the equipments in Celebrity Fitness, One Utama.

owh. last friday we went to T.G.I Friday's, the curve for dinner. treat for HER. :D

i got myself BBQ chicken garden salad and SHE had friday's chicken burger.

and yeah i purchased lots of cool stuffs too. :D

i got these 2 shirts from 1 of the store in Dataran Pahlawan in Melaka called "invade they got limited piece of unique design of shirts. (sorry, the picture is upside down)

purple and pink polka dot shirt from sam and monkey. their shirts are so great. check them out!

"risky business" sunnies from cotton on.

Zara's light purple basic t-shirt

i got the invitation to the celio* launching party this friday at Pavilion. celio* is a new french based men's clothing company. they just arrived in Malaysia. the stuff sold there was cool but the price is way beyond my budget. :D

the invitation card. dress code: RED.

i will update on the launching party soon. wait for it okay?

Mr. syAEr_dEAn
p/s: "Xnoty2 kt celio k" SHE texted me that. will never do that SYG. :D




Tuesday, June 22, 2010

chapter 142: It’s the simple boring stuffs that I remembered the most.


Well, it’s the birthday of my dearest bestfriend ever in the world, mr abdul basit bin abdul aziz a.k.a ferdi vallerino nic a.k.a kamal yesterday and I would like to dedicate this particular entry to him. :D

I met him while I was in form one in Melaka high school back in 2001. Our first conversation was pretty much about me wanting to borrow a marker pen from him to write something on my ginormous name card (form 1’s hostel orientation sucks!). Since then, we were friends. A regular one. Not as close as we do now. And yeah never ever once we were in the same class except in form4 where we combined class for the Islamic education. he went to matrix after SPM and UPM afterwards while I went for form6 and UiTM later on.

We got close during form2 which I spent most of the night at the hostel sleeping on the same bed as him (is it TMI?) plus I had to hid under his bed when the AJK did a little spot check to make sure there are no students “fly” during the night. And yes during the form3 year, we stay outside and always hang out when there are time. every single week, we take turn to buy each of us lunch which mostly took place at the fast foods outlets. The “parfait” incident was really hilarious and we remember and laughed at it till now. Most of my Friday evenings was spent at his house because we went to the same tuition class held on Friday evening.

Well, in friendship there’s ups and downs. But gladly the ups are countless compare to the downs between us. We did fought and not talking to each other twice in the period of us knowing each other. We didn’t talk the whole form 4 year and after bit during the form5 and after SPM. He was particularly known for his infamous slaps right in the face to those who annoyed him. Boy, it was intense to see the slap occurred right before your eyes but never ever I got those slaps. Lucky for me I guess. We grew much closer since I entered UiTM. It is much fun to spend time with him. I would not mind to travel all the way to UPM from shah alam to meet him. We had ridiculously same interest at most things. And ohh boy we are the worst shopaholics ever and party heads too. :D

There’s time few months ago when I introduced him to some of my friends and he did got bit closer with them and somehow deep in my heart I’m a bit jealous (in the good way). I thought that I almost lose a bestfriend. The best one I ever had. But I soon realized it was just my feeling. I assumed we are still BFF (right basit?). and I can see lots of good times going to be spent with him in the future. I just can’t wait to see what the future hold for us. haha. Cheesy~

So basit I would like to wish u a very

happy 22nd birthday.

I adore you my friends and I owe u so much. :D

Mr. syAEr_dEAn

p/s: “Blanja r……” basit texted me this when I wish him happy birthday. I will when I got my allowances okay? Ikea meatball here we come.

Miss HER so much.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Chapter 141: Haven't met you yet.


my hair had grew a bit.

i have known this guy since i guess 2006 and during that period we never met. just SMS and certain calls really make us bond like we were friends for years. but finally since he's done with his study, he wanted to have a short vacation to Melaka. after his first attempt to do so was later on postponed due to a personal problem back at his home in Johor. so, he texted me on sunday and asked me whether he can stay at my house and have a tour around Melaka. i said "what the hell. SURE man!" hee :D. seriously i was nervous at the first time we met (I'm so f**ked up to met new people). picked him up at Mydin MiTC then took him to my house. and forgot to mentioned, he is the ideal son for every parents to have. nice, shy, religious, clever and not to mention, good looking too. :D

i took him on a stroll around Melaka Town during the first night despite the horrific chillness in my dad's car. and even we'd be teased by a car full of girls. SCARY! haha.

on the very next day we went to Banda Hilir. rode on the Taming Sari's tower (Malaysia's first revolving "gyro tower")- he really wanted to ride it and we did and i must say it was pretty awesome. :D later on we tour around the historic spots in that area and off to home exhausted. haha.
Menara Taming Sari. awesome!

Mr. Mohd Zuladzuan.

he went home to JB today. my parents bonded with him pretty well. my sister said that my mum had teary eyes when he shook hand with her and tell her goodbye. :D

owh yeah. last weekend was spent at KL. my dad was invited to the Agong's Birthday Hi-tea held at the Istana Negara on saturday. as waiting for the event to end, i took my mum and my sister to Jalan Tunku Abdul Rahman (TAR) heaven for the women. i never like to be at that area as too many people in one place will only gives me headache. a bad one seriously. my sister got herself a baju kurung. envy her. later that night i forced my family to go to midvaley as it was just near by from our budget hotel. haha. my mum got her first Zara handbag and i got myself a electric blue beach sandal. :D

one scene at Jln. TAR. havoc!

views from our hotel.

my Zara's electric blue sandals!

i had finish my latest sewing project. at first, i want to create a document bag but later turns to be a clutch and i put some emblishments to make it look even better. my sister want a laptop case. my next project i guess. (my custom made laptop case was praised by one girl. I'm touched)

Syaer Dean's studded denim clutch.

yesterday, i went to the rehearsal of the Opening ceremony of Sukan Malaysia in Melaka. it was so fantastic. i wonder why did i got so overwhelm by the performance of school kids doing cool formations. (got teary eyes and goosebumps during the rehearsal)


during the rehearsal at Hang Jebat Stadium.

my neighbor gave us this yesterday how cool is that?

they dont call it Mango King for no reason. haha.


Mr. syAEr_dEAn
p/s: "cantik x gigi baru i?" HER text on ym while we were chatting and webcam-ing during wee hour. so cool. miss u SYG.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Chapter 140: lets pretend like it never happen.


my latest pic. :D

i woke up this morning with a blow to my face and the rains added the drama towards it. darn i wish i never got the text but somehow i did received it. and seriously i did not know what to react to it. it just mind blowing. mixed emotions i should say and it does affect my mood a bit but im staying optimistic. wish that somehow i can turn over or let just say that i would take it like it never happen to me before. i did my part and i think its time for others to take charge because i cannot see where is this thing heading. sigh~

anyway yesterday was amazing. despite that i skipped my jogging again. i do enjoy family outing like very much. and my family and i went out yesterday. we went to the new jusco. i did some window shopping last saturday and had eyed on certain things that i would like to have. and i did have it. thanks dad. owh i bought some branded items from F.O.S. :D

Pull and Bear grey cardigan.

Gap plaid shirt.


unbranded dark grey short.

Body Shop for Men maca root moisturiser.

owh i love my finding. plaid shirts and short are in this time around. i love it! and after this day on i'll be wearing moisturiser. my skin gets pretty dry especially in the forehead area and Body Shop have this salesand that things is on 50% discount. it could not get any better. :D

owh yeah i came across this particular moment which is me and my sister found it hilarious!

motorcyclist doing the drive thru. :D odd but funny. :D

Mr. syAEr_dEAn
p/s: " ko kate nak beli dumbell. tak jadi ke?" my dad asked me last night. i totally forgot about it after i saw those pretty clothes. so i said "next time leh x yah?". ngee :D