Chapter 35: remember this FACE while u stil can...

latest pix of me...me n my dearest mum...

argh... da end of waiting period... the end to all mess... da end of all misery n da end of all stress... at last im gona go home tomorow... go back to my beautiful hometown, MELAKA... ahhh... wat a relieve... its a pretty chaos weeks or even months to be here in Shah Alam alone... n evryting need to be done by me alone... shit... im more to group person... i like to do things together... the more the merrier... thats statement rily connected to me... hate to be alone... im afraid to be alone... it feels like no one care bout me... no one wud ever want to knw bout wats in my mind... it juz wen im at home im in vacation... im in my calming mood... im in da very best situation... my insecurity will fade away... i like to surround by those peep whom i know for quite some time... to be surround by the environment which im used to.. with the pet which i love... with da BANTAL BUSUK which i adore... n with my MUM which i wil risk my life juz to hug or kiss her...

da loved ONE...(white tudung)
da nite life...

being home meaning being away from da loved ONE... being home meaning being away from da bestest frens evr... being home meaning being in da house n not having nite life... being home meaning being a brother to fetch his sister from school... being home meaning being da one who water da plants.... being home meaning being away from da internet... being home meaning being away from updating my blog n being meaning being aware dat time running fast...

Mr. syAEr dEAn

p/s: owhhh SYG i wil miss u... A LOT!!! hope u feel da same way too SYG....