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hmmm... i luv being myself... regardless of wat others think bout me... i am wat i am.. im not gonna change if peep ask me to... i only change if i want to as long it doesnt hurt anybody... n dats cool with me... so get to knw me... then judge me...

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Chapter 92: make me go "TAK NAK"..


" stress had took a toll on me... im so not knowing wat to feel... my heart is sooooo damn mixed up n im clueless on wat i shud react... shud i cry? scream? worried? or juz ignore wat my heart wud like me to feel? its kinda ruin my mud a bit... im more blurred than ever.. less talking... more "plastic" laugh... act like a drunk brah... respond towards those explicit words... involve in more dirty moves... juz simply sleep whenever i can at wherever i want... and wat sadden me da most is.... i started to smoke... seriusly... i need support... from those whom i love da most... those who knw who r they... mybe i need to start praying... things that i had took for granted... i ned to see my parents... i need their support more than ever now... n also HER.. who knw wat is da best for me beside myself..."

Mr. syAEr_dEAn
p/s: forgive me if i ever hurt u guys... i didnt mean it... it just im not act like i usually do... guys pry for me... for me being better in da future... THANX...

5 comments:

  1. cuba sembahyang...itu ialah jalan terakhir,,mungkin sudah tiba masanya untuk ko berubah...alhamdulillah

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  2. thats it, first step dont smoke in da house, or else i'll slap u.. okay??

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  3. thanx guys... i'll do wateva i can to change... for good cause of coz... this whole ting rily overwhelm me loads!! mybe this ramadan will bring more light to me...

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  4. dearie syaer,
    ko da banyak support aku..
    sekarang aku pon akan support ko..
    in whatever u do think about the consequences...
    some of it maybe ok but some maybe not..
    elok jga kalau nak berubah ke arah kebaikan..
    lagi2 pulak nak dekat Ramadhan ni kan?
    anyway,dun worry coz u got full support from the bestie around u..
    and plezz..
    jangan lupakan Dia, sebab Dia sentiasa ada masa kita memerlukan pertolongan..
    tapi perasan x kita cari Dia di masa susah je??
    jadi??
    jom kita same2 berubah ke arah kebaikan k????
    hehehe


    p/s: bila cik munah dah bersuara!!!

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  5. mmg... ak lately ni slalu lupakan Dia.. pe nk jd.. semyg pon jarang... im determined to change...

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