Chapter 20: the INSOMNIAC saga continues...

hail down da queen... muahahahaha

arghh... im so hectic yesterday... i even didnt managed to update my blog last nite... but what can i do? it seems like we got this lots n lots of comitment but less time... but i did all of my duty for today... yesterday i woke up around 9.30a.m n off i went to da fac with Ameer n Ayien..

so i arrived late at the fac n yet im x able to find any empty parking lot 4 me to park my CLK... shot!!! so i end up arrived at da class aroun 10.45... 15 mins late 4 nothing... da new lecturer dats gona teach us wasnt thre... so im hurrying up 4 nothing!!! wasting my energy... but later on i received a news saing dat nizam will be teaching us 4 Principle of journalism.. hmmm... kinda boring kot... 2 subjects with him.. dats too much...

ok later on i need to fill up da bus form n give it to mama... n yes i jus did dat but i need to fill up da name of the passengers n some details also... but thankfully mama served us with sum cekodok... yeah!!! i try to apply 4 da sticker but sadly my name was stil in da Meranti list... i didnt cek in but stil my name was thre... so dats kinda hold my application... OMG..

later dat nite we plan to lepak at MAMA laundry n cafe but unfortunately thhe cafe was closed... bad luck all over again... n at last we end up at tomyamku.... diz logistic ting is rily tiring me off... both physically n mentally... i didnt get any help from my fellow AJK... Wiwin did help me a bit... But KAY... didnt do anything... hhhmmmm... well nvermind.. if i had to do everything here... hes gona suffer during da trip!!! juz wait n see!!!!

well im doin my assgnmnt till this very moment i post my blog... so tired... n after diz i had to drive 2 hours to melaka...argh... hate it!!!! but i got this little time to rest... hopefully its enuf...

last nite SHE called me... TWICE... thanx BABE... i rily appreciate it... i tink im gona miss u lots during this holiday.... hopefully i can control myself.... muax..

Mr. syAEr dEAn

p/s: basit x able to join me a ride home to mlka.... he cancelled it 4 da last minutes... x nk ajk lg la lpas ni....

Chapter 19: self pleasure cost U most!!

scene gone wrong- myself, ucop n amm...

YESS!!! at last i got da longest sleep in this entire week... arghh... but still i woke up early today.. around 9.30... SHOT!!!! but at least i can do lots during my sober time... ahahahah... i planned to cook today... hehehe... spageti... my favourite meal ever... i dont mind if i have spageti every meal time... i cook spageti by my own.. i was DELICIOUS as usual... muahahahah...

at first my intention to go to da faculty to meet sarah to discus bout our INTER-RACE... but sadly she got klas till very moment wen i went 4 da MASSA meeting... so i went to UiTM's vehicles department to book da bus to take us to a foster home in sekichan... then i got a sms from UCOP who told me dat his clas was cancelled... YEAH!!!!

actually... my ouzmate n i had discus bout goin out today... da 1st plan was to go to JUSCO bkit tggi in klang.. but bcoz of da extra time we had we changed da plan n went to One Utama... hahahah... i had a blast wen we were in OU... yes at first i felt a bit tired... maybe bcoz of da traffic n stuff... or probably CAR-lag... hahahah... but soon as i developed this idea... my brain started to work again... i rily wana have this brand... since i was introduced to it by AMIN.... n gladly i bought da tee... it was ARMANI EXCHANGE.... n got 10% discount... at first i got this various comment bout this tee but at last i found my fav n it been approved by mui fwes... n not 2 forget AMM, UCOPn AMEER(nubhan) also soping SAKAN!!! actually they got this AGM so they rily want to luk nice... hahhah... VOUGE sgt!!!

well... I didnt received any sms or call by HER today... maybe she sulking with me... BABE im sori... i havent topup yet... my financial kinda like not in gud condition... n my dad 4got to topup my hp.... sowiii......... stil i mis ya......

Mr. syAEr dEAn

p/s: naz rily asked me to lpak with her... it seems like she got sumting important to discus about... hmmm i wonder wat it is... n Aidil... nxt time bebeh.... hahaha... kaorg ltih td... sowiii....

Chapter 18: da UNFORGIVEN yet soon be FORGIVEN....

me singing my favourite song ever-moment like this

ucup is so dedicated in delivering his favourite song

my scrumptious meal for tonight-its spagheti

hmmm... great day today... eventhou i had to wake up alone at home coz most of my ouzmates got klas at 2p.m n thre i was getting redi alone... n im making my own breakfast at home... n off i went to da faculty coz i got BBm klas... but sadly my bestest fwens wasnt thre... so i stucked with my other clasmates... not complainig but im rily used to be around my best fwens...

today is tuesday n my day was packed as usual.... i got 4 classes today form da very 8.30a.m till 7.30p.m... huh x to 4get we got UiTM journalism society AGM today... n i met with my sequence peep... it was cool eventhou da part 1 students look bit matured as to compared to da part 2 students... we look young.. i supposed... hahaha... but yess... dats da truth... muahahaha... well... they look frenly... n yeah just wana congratulate Mr. Aizat Aidid... he been selected as da new president of UiTM journalism society for 2009- 2010.... n i found 2 of my hometown peep... hahah..

well later on during da interpersonal clas... we planned 4 da event dat soon be held... first is da foster home project.... then da team building project... both of da event i was selected as part of da committee member... da foster ting i had been chose to manage da logistic part n 4 da team building... me, sarah, ain n yad had been chose to handle da event... 2 much ting to do after holiday... but i will try my best y'all... pray 4 me...

lately my heart is rily in misery... im rily u know... kinda like heavy... im rily in dilemma... what shud i do? wat is diz kinda ting always struck me lately... wat dat i had done dat mke me suffer at da very beginning of diz semester? wat shud i chose? myself or others? wat shud i sacrifice? my time or juz my feeling? wat is this feeling? guilt? anger? dissatisfaction? ungrateful? mind blogging? well hopefully its getting better as time goes by... hopefully... but as times fly i rily gonna be frenly to all... no matter wat u had done to me... coz im very forgiveful person... noting can hurt me badly...

well... enuf of dat... after clas we went to mama laundry n cafe... again... dat place was rily COOL!!! plus they got karaoke!!!

Mr. syAEr dEAn
p/s: cek out MAMA laundry n cafe at pusat komersil sec 7... da fud was great n cheap!!!

Chapter 17: SELFISH-ness gonna harm US...

milkshakes... heaven...

da gurlz in mama laundry n cafe

hmmm... as usual i woke up round 7a.m... i got clas at 8.30a.m... my eyes feels like it gona pop out anytime soon in da graphic n layout class... GOSH... i felt rily tired... i nvr felt like dat b4 as i entered UiTM... my weekend rily took tolls on me... but thankfully i made it thru da clas n str8 away i went to dc with shida...

in clas i didnt talk to my fwen... its not like i hate him juz like im afraid dat he still mad at me... so i went out from clas as da clas was dismissed... n im avoiding him coz im trying to u know... let evryting fixed by itself... so thre were me n shida at DC... n later on jied n shu joined us.. as i drove my car back to my ouz i bumped into him n my other fwens... seems like we were cool... n im fine with dat... yeah... its rily cool to bond with ur fwens back.. yeah.. so we went to pak li kopitiam to lepak.. my fav place to lepak... luv their ipoh white coffee... so we talked bout everyting... n later on i sent them back to their hostel...

im back to my ouz at 2.. im SOOO TIRED... but b4 dat i online 4 awhile n eat my meal... but i only managed to continue my nap like round 5p.m... then round 5 over my ouzmates got home... n i stil continue my sleep... till maghrib... after dat i took a shower n off i go to finish up my asignment.. i met my gurls at this rily COOL laundry/ cafe/ open bar... MAMA laundry n cafe... all of us rily like the environment of this place... anna said she rily feels like home... well of coz 4 her... coz she got MAIDS to do all da chores... but me? sumtime i got to do all da chores... hahah... but im x complaining.. to do dat stuff mke me a gud cook.. huhuhu...

as i sat n lepak with mui gurls... they saud someting dat rily felt like thunder struck to my heart... they advised me bout love life... bout sumting dat rily personal... THANX guys.. i rily appreciate it... it do felt like a wake up call to me... yes im kinda like a self-centered person... sumtimes i 4got dat i got peep dat love me all around me... i rily neglected them... this kind of advises rily help me to become a better person... im hoping dat im not goin to hurt anybody in the future... RILY HOPING... to those whom i hurt im rily SOORRRIII... thats no subtitute to y'alls love... i LOVE all of U...

Mr. syAEr dEAn
p/s: missing her... always do...

Chapter 16: INDIE is da 'IN' tings...

hmmm... its sunday.. last day of weekend.. gosh tmwrow is monday... da lectures saga will continue... muahahahah... hmmm i managed to wake up round 8.50 after SHE called coz i promised HER dat i will send them( with faten) back to their college.. gosh last nite wasnt a gud nite 4 me... my heart was full with anger... but only now i realized dat being angry wasnt a gud ting... but it doesnt occured to me frequently... im not dat kind of guy...



after sent both of them i went str8 back to my ouz... da plan was to continue my sleep but it wasnt a successful attempt.. SHOT! so there i was sitting watchin some tv... thres noting much dat i can do bcoz all of my ouzmates still sleeping... soo lonely... i cant live dat way... so i went to ucop's rum n try to wake him up but he only woke up like 30 mins after dat... da plan 4 today was buying study table n book rack... but b4 dat i went to PAS to accompany ayien to fix his lappy...



so off we go to PAS n while waiting 4 da lappy to be fixed we went to karaoke n grab our lunch at da place nearby... we went back from PAS like around 4p.m.. kinda late n str8 away we went to furniture shop... n amm n i both bought a table n a book rack.. ucop also bought da rack... then we went str8 back to home... n as soon i arrived home i assemble da furniture dat i bought.. hahah.. semangat gla...



well lately i can see dat peeps in m'sia especially tuning on to da indie music... wat a revolution man... yeah i cant deny dat indie r cool but im not rily into it... but thres couple indie groups i like such as hujan n *SELAMAT PAGI GADIS... go cek out *SPG... htey r so COOL... i wasnt surprise dat MEET UNCLE HUSSIN won da best song in AJL... seems like the TV industries trying to uplift da indie bands... its not like i hate them but i think dat thre r other cool n talented artistes dat rily deserved da trophy rather than MUH... take faizal tahir for example... he was sooo superb but yet he only managed to win da vocal, persembhan n da ballad category... feel sory for him... but wat we can do? damaged is done... da juries had decided...



anyway... if thre peep dat read my last post n kinda like hurt a bit... im so sorry... from the bottom of my heart... u guys rily caugh me completely off guard.. n im rily tired yesterday... so anger rily get da best of me... bu it is a 2 way tings... u guys also need to work on ur attitudes... a lil bit touch of sparkle n da magic will soon happen....



SHE rily shy bout da pic dat i posted earlier on my blog... but wat we shud shy of? we r frens rite? but INTIMATE... yeah dats da word... hate comitment but staying casual is rily cool... so i clear tings up... we r casually dating...



Mr. syAEr dEAn

p/s: to see more pics on wat my fwens n i had gone thru at damansara on saturday... cek out anna banana's blog... she got all da pics...

Chapter 16: DEJAVU.. im seeing double..

me and HER...

flea market at da CURVE

heheh... im soooo happy today... coz im gona go out with mui fwens n HER!!! soooo glad... hmmm eventhou sum might find me angol coz didnt invite them.... watever... i woke up at around 9... n we geting redi like around 12.. coz we want gather at Pak li kopitiam for lunch.. i fetched HER n faten at melati round 1.45p.m... n we went to pak li to grab our luch n off we go to da CURVE / IKEA / CINELEISURE...

well... as usual da journey wasnt so smooth.. plus it was saturday... da road was PACKed with cars... MY GOD... but luckily we arrived safely at IKEA at round 4 kot... so we go round in ikea... it was rily GREAT... n SHE by my SIDE... wat can i ask more??? heheh... thanx BABE coz u want to folow me... luv ya.. well i managed to buy a chair, a pillow, glasses n stool (4 my mum) n also fud container 4 kitty.. heheh.. then we went to da curve n cineleisure to watched sum movies..

MOVIE 4 TODAY : *REC

OMG... da movie was da less hot version of da movie i had watched 2 months ago... da movie was QUARANTINE... stoopid... da movie was about how a newscaster n a cameraman went thru a situation after go along with da fire department 2 a aprtment struck by diz contagious yet rily deadly disease... wen been bitten by a contagious peep we wil turn into zombies... da plot n scenes were rily da same... except certain tings being left off.. boring... but anna u dont feel guilty coz da movie rily freak HER out!!! hahah...

well... dis moning i got diz call from my fwen... he told me dat he n my other fwen want to go to KL... so he asked me whether i wana join them or not...so i said not sure... coz i rily x want to disappointed them by telling dat we goin to damansara... so wen we about to arrived at IKEA... he sms ucop... so ucop told evryting... n he sulk out... MY GOD!! i rily had enuf of this kinda crap... come on man.. we're young adult... ting like this is so trivial... plus my car was PACKED!! Y u cud not undrstand? its simple... i got other responsibilities... i rily x want to mke a big deal out of it but seriusly... sumtimes they gone too FAR!!! wayyy tooo FARRR..... n i had enuf of it ok... anna had told me we have da total power of evryting but yet diz peep didnt understand!!! n they try to mke us feel bad... WAT da BERSETUBUH!!!!! SHIT!!! i nver felt so angry like this to my fwen b4... it juz like FUCKING ASSHOLE!!! u SPOILED my mud MAN!!

anyway... i rily had a BLAST today... went out with fwens was da coolest ting ever in this world... SERIUSLY.... hopefully we can do this more often....

Mr. syAEr dEAn

p/s: SYG... thanx coz u rily listen to my probs... hope diz ting will get beter soon....

Chapter 15: watchin' MOVE-eey wit da LUV-eey

hahah... to start da tings off.... i woke up rily early today... eventhou thres no class... x know y... it juz doesnt seem rite... it seems like i rily have this chaotic sleeping time management... but still i managed to u knw relax n hang out with my ouzmates...

well first ting came up on mymind was goin to SACC mall to buy sum hair products... so i kjutkn ucop n fushi bcoz both of them wana join me... so thre we went to SACC at around 11a.m... x to mention dat ayien also following us... i went to BODY SHOP n spotted on this perfume dat i rily want since last year... but i still hesitate 2 buy it... n well... ptptn da msok... so AIDIL... i cant wait 4 u 2 blanje me a McFlurry... YEAY!!!

well after we got home... im very enthusiastic to rily try on this hair product... so ucop help me applied it on my hair... after dat i applied it on ucop's hair... after using da product i went str8 to da kitchen to cook 4 lunch... i cooked sayur goreng n omelet... ucop n i bought sum roasted chicken from giant... we eat together with Fushi joining us...

later dat evening, i n ucop got this event... to watch a movie... YES MAN... da movie was not bad... it was OK... but at sum part it was hilarious... but this is also an asignment.. we had to detect 20 interpersonal elements in that movie.... GOSH... but da best of watchin da movie is watchin with HER... LUV it.. it was da moment dat i wont 4get...

after dat we went to AMIN THAI to lpak... then we go to BARRA to diskus bout 2mrw... da original plan i sto go to SUNWAY but plan changed n we decided to go to da CURVE n IKEA... beshnye bcoz im in desperate need of study table, chair n a jacket... huhuh...

Mr. syEAr dEAn
p/s: my words r so like BDAK SEK REN coz im so tired n sleepy... sowi...

Chapter 14: being SPORTing...

hmmmm... today started vry well... i got da best sleep ever during this sems... ahh... lga... hmm well today its all bout home cook meals... from breakfast to dinner all being cooked at own very own kitche on our own stove... yeah jimat... anyway ptptn msok sok...

hmm... today was election day... well da faculty bit chaos today... peeps kept on approching us n asked me whether i had vote or not... first i reluctant to but at last i fulfill my duty as a UiTM student n voted... YEAH... cool... i know vote is personal but i wana tell u guys dat i voted 4 akmal n mail... heheheh... n both of them won... yeah..

well i met HER first ting wen i arrived at da cafe this morning... heheh... besh... it rily brighten up my day coz i knew dat i hve to face Mr. **ti** after dat... owh... n anna n wendy being seduced by him... hahah... but yet they channled their hatred to me... OMG... they claimed dat Mr. **ti** as my dad.. nver in my life i wana have a dad like dat... but gurls i stil luv u guys eventhou i alridy knew who put da Angol's note on my car... hahah...

hmmm tonite i went to PAS... i accompany aidil to PAS to play futsal... so i drove them (aidil, alin, aida,n amm) to thre... welll im not playing... coz im not rily into sport... especially futball n anyting dat had to do with using feet... im more towards sport dat using hands... like tennis, badminton n stuff like dat... im not a sport person... hahaha..

tomorow i got diz rily big PLAN with ucop 2mrw... ehhhehehe... u guys will knw soon... n we got this trip to JUSCO bkit raja to watched movie... YES MAN... hehehe... with peeps u like da most... YEAH!!! its goin to be a great DAY!

Mr. syAEr dEAn
p/s: new LOOK 2mrw... hahahhaha... cant wait guys...

Chapter 13: tired of being SORRY....

hmm... well my 2nd update 4 da day... hmmm if u guys noticed thres no pics on my post... its not like i x wana put 1 but it seems like da laptop got probs of uploading pics from my hp... x know y... argh... well to start tings of, i went to da faculty with ayien, ucop n amin... well amin slept at our ouz last nite... it kinda cool.. hahha...

da lesson at da class today was brilliant... first we got da eco class.. great.. but i felt bit sleepy coz yesterday was a very tiring day... but never in my whole 21 years living on da earth's surface i feel enthusiastic in learning economy... maybe i got da basic info on eco... so i ca coped with da lesson today... heheheh... even my fwens notice dat...

btw our class been struck by diz rily sad news... we got diz news dat Prof Halimahton will not teaching us da principle of journalism... OMG... i luve da way she teach us... she got diz charisma dat rily inviting... rily inviting us to voice out our opinion... so soryy....

hmm... yes i agree with new power comes new responsibilities... yess... i brought my car to S.A... but seems lately dat evry1 tries to u know... get into my car... its not like im whinning or wat.. juz like im not a a cab driver... yess... i knw they r my fwens but it doesnt mean dat i had to do watever they wish... im staying at sec 7... n most of my fwens staying at meranti.. quite far between da 2 places... n yet they ask me whether i can give them a lift... OMG... wen diz thing happen i rily in dilemma... do i hv to sacrifice my time to fetch them? im juz a guy who rily cares bout my fwens but thres a limit... evryting does... i juz wana u guys to understand dat yes i can accomodate u alls but at time n place... i got my own life to run... i got my own need... im not a cab driver... ask my permission first... be considerate.. be tolerant... be wise most of all... hope u guys understand... i might not bold enuf to talk face 2 face but at least try to understand my situation...

hmmm... thre i try to clear up da mess... noting left to say... anyway i, ucop, amin, anna, babe, nora, wendy n izie lepaking at McD... n i got diz rily horrible headache... mybe i slept in da afternoon... its rily affect my mood tonite... hate it!!!

im rily sleepy rite now... until then... Syer signing off...

Mr. syAEr dEAn
p/s: we got kick out from da public speaking lecturer... hahah... we got into wrong class... huhuhuhuhu....

Chapter 12: KEYS to da whole new disturbia...

OMG... tuseday came again... it was da most tiring day ever since my first time being a masscomm student... never in my life i got to stay at one place n study 4 da almost whole 12 hours... SHOOT.. but i was cool coz being surrounded by mui fwens...

well actually im a day behind from updating my blog... hate being late... soei guys... anyway yesterday rily brought both happyness n sadness... n x to mention CHAOS... ahha... well da happyness came from i went out with HER to tesco... ahh... its been 2 weeks ago since my last time i went out wit her.. so being around HER rily made me feel great... n of coz thanx to Prof Amelia who didnt managed to came to our class... THANX Prof... well i did noticed sumting new with HER attire... she wearing a new pair of ballet flat... it was pink n got 2 white buttons on each side of the shoes.... so wen we're in my car she take off of HER shoes n i found an emblishment dat i rily want to have on my shoes... an image of a crocodile... HER shoes was a LACOSTE shoes... one of my fav shoes brand of all time... MY GOD!!!! i envy HER eversince.... heheheh...

well yesterday one tragedy occured to mui fwen.. AMIN... he lost his locker's keys... SHOOT... da plan to eat at Amin thai got bit ruin... i ahve to go back n forth to help amin... he's my fwen... of coz i hv to help him... dats wat fwens do... anyway da probs fixed wen AMIR a.k.a nubhan broadcast found amin's keys inside his car.. luckily... n then as we waited amin to get redi i went to Hijazi with ucop... ucop met his old flame, ANN... haha... quite hilarious wen da 2 of dem met each other... hahaha...

anyway i got rily tired last nite n i didnt managed to even write on my blog... but i tried to update it today n yes... it was a success... not to mention amin n fushi lepak at our ouz last nite... they preparing 4 their AGM... n its was very OTT... (over the top) hahah... kidding guys... anyway gud luck...

Mr. syAEr dEAn
p/s: i stil didnt have da firm decision from u BABE... whether u wana join us dis sat or x... i RILY hope dat u cud come... n to aidil... sowi last nite was a very tiring nite ever... maybe kta lepak nxt time je la k? bla kita free n bla ko da ad niat nk blanje ak.. hahah... kidding...

Chapter 11:PROMISES, are THEY meant to be broken?

yes... today i drove my car to masscomm faculty... x enjoy it coz i had to go thru a hell of a traffic jam... n i got nobody to talk to... coz ayien's class was cancelled 4 da last mins wen we were about to climb down da stairs.. gosh... well i got to face it all by myself n thank god my radio didnt dissapoint me...

well wen i got to da faculty it was about 8.25 n i noticed that my classmates werent at da cafe... SHOT!!! i 4got which class dat i got to go... then i juz go thru da 3 level n im thankful enuf to meet faces dat im familiar with... at BK11... so im left alone with da PR students around me coz thre werent place near to my fwens... hate it... it makes me sleepy... so da klas ended n i cant wait to meet HER... but sadly SHE wasnt thre wen i arrived at da cafe... so as i waited my fwens amin, ayid, anna, nora, izzie, wendy n aeina came up with diz idea... that they wana hang out at Pak Li kopitioam... so... i rily in dilemma... HER or my fwens? to not dissapoint my fwens... i choose them over HER...

man... it was rily a HARD DECISION... but i had to mke an impromptu decision... n thre i was with the rest of my fwens lepaking at Pak Li... n i fetched ucop b4 we went to Pak Li... da fuds was ok... i ordered MEE UDANG... my fav eversince i tried it in mlka... i guess... n da dessert i tell u... it was scrumptious!!

later that nite i go to da gurls' ouz to finished up my asgnmnt... n within 30 mins i managed to finish it n we went to BARRA... to hv sum dinner...

hmm... yeah i admit dat im not a very loyal person wen it comes to fulfill a promise... im so forgetful n probably didnt rily appreciate a person's hope... SHAME ON ME!! but wat can i do? im just an average human being... i cant fulfill evry1's need... perhaps i will but i may take a long time... so to evry1 whom i had make sum promises... i hope dat u understand... i rily appreciate u guys.. it juz matter of time... n tke turn... u all gona taste a bit of my luv.... hahah... poyo... mcm Mr. **airu*....

Mr. syAEr dEAn
p/s: we plan to go out diz saturday... sunway piramid is da plce... x wait... n to U my BAIBY... i hope u can join... RILY HOPE... even da gurls wanna u 2 join us... im rily looking 4ward to it... luv ya...

Chapter 10: new ride, new glide

hmmm... today was like rushing to ending... n da reason of me saying this is bcoz im in s.a already... its not like im x happy livin in s.a but im gona miss home badly... welll im homesick already by now... but luckily i got my fwens around whom can rily mke me 4get bout home...

hmmm... today started wit me waking up at around 10... well my mum went balistic coz thre r plenty chores dat i need to tke care of bcoz i go back to s.a... first sent my car to da car wash... buy KITTY's fud... n packing my thang y'all... n i only managed to do all of it juz b4 da lunch time... well i hd to wash my car coz da car wash was closed... damn!!!! but i got to keep da money 4 it... hahaha... so we departed from home like around 4... a bit late...

da journey was smooth accept when i got a bit sleepy wen we almost reach seremban... so i told my dad to stop at da R&R seremban 4 da toilet's appointment n me bought some mentos to kept me goin... n we managed to arrived at my ouse like around 6.30p.m... it was hilarious wen my fam tried to see my ouz coz they need to climb up da stairs... hahah... but sumhow they did it!! it pretty sad to leave my mum.. but wat can i do?

anyway... i got my CLK wit me in s.a... heheh... so excited to stroll round wit it... heheh... i guess i got no problemos in finding transport after diz... YEAY... so drive a car means cutting on my budget... but wat it worh it... worth to cry for(bak kata ucop)...

hmmm b4 we end this sessionn... im kinda like da ladies' man n not typical men's man... wat i mean is im more close to my gurls classmates rather than da guys... x knw y... its like natural to me to rily mingling round with da gurls... maybe bcoz i x knw wat to talk about wen im with da guys... n its rily dissapointing wen i was left behind... i always left behind by my fellow guy classmates... yeah i knw im being cheesy but wat can i do... i do hv feeling.. it juz guys got ego... we x wan to show it... n yet wen i got evryting i need i x expect peeps crawling to me 4 help as i was like didnt exist b4 diz KANN?? wat am i saying?

anyway i rily have diz back support by HER.. SHE always listen to wat i said n SHE hv diz kinda like solution to all my probs... well... probs dat i told her la... if it a secret sumtime SHE didnt hv any clue... hehehe... stil SYG u babe...

cnt wait 2 see u guys... owh im so excited wit my CLK... my baibi.... OWHH.... look how cute she is... welll enuf...

Mr. syAEr dEAn

Chapter 9: more freedom, more hurdles

yess finally i got my rear seat belt... n its for free... thanx to da cooperation between me n my dad... first n i saw da announcement in da newspaper n my dad coz he plan 4 da pemsgan... n i happy bcoz i'll be driving to da faculty nxt week... yeay...

well... lately my mind had been struck by mixed emotion... lots of problems n things need to be solved but yet stil unsolved... yes evryone find me a bit tooo excited by all da tings occured around me but only i knw wats mingling around in my mind... n still it hard to share it wit evr1... evn wit da special 1... i guess diz wat we call da teenage's probs... im kinda like finding my identity... dats y i try diff kind of fashion juz 4 da sake of finding myself... well.. im still young.. n lots of things cn b discovered as im aging... tu pn klu umo pjg....

well... being home means being fat... i kept stuffing my mouth wit foods... its not like i didnt eat in s.a but bcoz of da fud dat we hav in our ouz... dats rily intimadate me... x blame da me... blame da fuds... ahahah... n wen im home thres lots of ting need to b settled... n im rily getting bz... evn SHE complaint bout it... but she understood my situation... heheh... thanx babe...

hmmm... las nite i went to TESCO n MYDIN 24 hours wit my fam... da mission is to but groceries n stuff... i sje je reluctant to buy all dat ting at s.a... coz in mlka my parnts will pay 4 it... eheheh... senang ckit... today i went to perodua... psang seat belt... n aftr da met fwen to borrow ECO book frm her... well... b4 da i went to JUSCO... to find anna's novel... but yet its not seld thre... sowi anna... i'll find it 2mrw je la... or at s.a ker... heheh...

well tonite wud b my last nite at home... coz 2mrw i'll go home... hate to leave home but wat cn i do? i hv to coz i need to cmplete my study... well... dats wat students do...

feel free to comment me...

Mr. syAEr dEAn
p/s: x sbr nk jln2 kl wit my CLK... heheh... well to aidil... ak x smpat bk tlis blog kt umah sbb ak sbuk kuar... x dok umah sgt...

Chapter 8: new journey, new emotion to be conquer

hmmm... i felt rily in passion as i woke up today... yesterday full of tragedies... hope it wont happen again... anyway last nite i slept at around 4a.m n yet i managed to wake up at 8.40a.m 4 da sake of wanting go back home... ahhh.. wat a feelinggg.....

well... da journey to the south wasnt smooth... yes at first i did went to sec 17 to get on da bus express but sadly it was full... i went back to sec 2 to get to pudu... but thank god as i wait 4 da U80 bus to come shida text me... she asked me whether i want to go home by KTM wit her... so i said YES of coz... so thre we went to da KTM to seremban... along da way i rily entertain by shida... she got lots to talk about... our first plan to sleep suddenly changed... as we reach to seremban i bought my bus tiket... my bus scheduled to be leaving around 3.30p.m.. then i sent shida to her bus...

so thres was me all alone in this very stranged place... i got on da bus and started to close my eyes... heheh... lega...

i arrived in mlk sentral like aroung 5.00p.m... so tired... i guess bcoz of da BUS-lag... hahah...
n trus cri cc coz i afraid dat i may not have time to write on my blog later on... heheh...

hmmm... today i got sms from sum1... sum1 who i juz knw... sum1 whom neither of fwen knw... dat person is so swit... dat person even make me feel great... dat person rily humble... down to earth but yet caring... cnt wait to meet dat person... da person whom i wil never reveal da identity.. but dat person do exist...

well... SHE text me on my way home... but sadly my crdt is low... cudnt reply HER msg... but noting to wory... u always in my mind... ALWAYS....

Mr. syAEr dEAn

p/s: aidil da 1st who komen me... thanx... well... im back in town... see guys later on sunday wit my CLK... hahahah....

Chapter 7: new DRAMA, new BITCH!!!

hmmm... gosh today is very messy day.. i slept at da gurl's ouz last nite... it was great... da classes today well... not so good... da Dr. halimahton class is great as usual... n we managed to finished up da proposal dat she told us to do... n stil she is very inviting in voicing out opinions... n later on i had my lunch at da cafe...

hmmm da later class.. well... its very stressful!!! maybe bcoz of da lecturer... hate him after what i heard bout him from various sources of info... hmmm... wen he enter da class my hatred started to grow spontaneously without any warning... huh if i rily want to say bad tings bout him it will take me da whole sems... SHOT!!! why am i end up with tis kind of person?? why does he stil in da eduction field?? he did not desrved it.. totally!!!! yeah to hell wit him...

well after i got home from da faculty i went to da gurls ouz to pic up my tings after i left it b4 da class... i walked all along to my ouz becoz i hate waiting 4 bus n im lucky enuf da rain didnt fall.. thank god..

as i sat at home n checking out ucop's lappy ... ucop got this very heart-stopping call... i was rily curious and started to think badly bout it... well... da call was from NORA... ucop's gf n one of my besfwen.. her paresnts ouz in sarawak been robbed... it wen very bad... juz after da call ucop n i getting redi to go to nora's ouz to give her support... but stil ucop da joker made me laugh... as he geting redi very glamourly i asked him "ucop, hang nk gi mana?" n he started to laugh horibbly... hahaha..

but all my emotion mixed up as i saw nora at Bintang's level 3 parking lot... she cried so hard... i didnt knw wat to do... i nver had this experience before n i cant rily see a gurl cry... it rily torned my heart apart... ahhh... pity her n her family... as i was told da tragedies occured around 2a.m last nite.. her parents been tied down n one of da f**kin robbers even threat her mum with a mechete on her neck... the robbers took da keys of da ouz n promise dat they will come again... her parents rily in jeopardy... my gosh... if thre dat i can do... i will...

well... then we went to meranti n lepak at hijazi wit ejal... after we got home ayien ajk lpak at mcd... so i join n asked aidil to jin us.. he even give me a lift to thre... n here i am in mcd writing diz blog....

anyway, babe... mis u always... sori im not gona be around this weekend... im heading home... to fetch my BABY... heheh...

Mr. syAEr dEAn

p/s: im goin home to mlka... i try my besh to keep up with my blog... to da followers thanx 4 da support... do expect me writing in my blog more....

Chapter 6: new day, new spirit

yes... new day may bring new hope 4 sumbody... dat exactly wat happen actually today... hmmm... i woke up late n thanx ucop coz he woke me up... last nite i was rily tired bcoz of da full day classes n yet i tdo lmbt.. hahaha... i guess this semester i had to suffer a bit coz i may experience liltle time of sleeping thru da whole sems... my god im very slepy as i wrote this ting...

well i got clas at 8.30a.m... again!! welll da first cla is economy... hate economy since form6... n yet i have to face it again n da whole ting is da same ting dat i had learned in form6... da eco lecturer... well she's cool... but not to anna... x knw y... she pointed sum reasons.. but stil i juz find her same as other lecturer... later on we got clas wit dr. halimahton... she teach us da principle of journalism.. i guess dat journalism persons are very enthusiatic with wat they do... same goes with Dr. Rahmat... he teached us thinking n writing skill last sems... it is very interresting to rily have da opprotunity to have da freedom in voice out ur opinion... i feel very confident to speak out my mind in both of da clas today...

as da clas end, i, wendy, anna, shida n aeina plan to o to da lib to find sum book regarding da topics we want to cover in da asgnmen given by Dr. Halimaton.. welll... we found it n after dat i went to anna's n wendy's ouz... da intention of me being thre is to finish da asgmnt but yet thre r so many hurdles in working process.. n at last we all end up sleeping in da room... hahahah... smpi la the othr ouzmates of anna n wendy got home... nora, izie n babe woke da hell out of us... so i bgun but smbung tdo kt living room... huhuuh...

later dat nite they told me dat they want to lepak at barra, so i join la... n i asked ucop to come along... n later on, ucop, ayien shida,fifie n aida had arrived to da ouz... nora n izie asked me to invite SHE along... welll i did n sadly it was not my luck today... SHE unable to join us... DAMN!! but still we had fun at barra... plus today wendy got shisha 4 free... she managed to collect 5 stamps dat melayakkn wendy to got shisha 4 free.. da flavor 4 today is... banana n jasmine... kinda new taste.. welll i didnt shisha-ing 2 much bcoz tkut pening... later on ktaorg blik..

i end up tdor umah da gurlz... i have to guys... i need to finish da asgnmnt... n gladly we managed to finish it at 2.30a.m... huhuh... n my eyes were heavy as rock!!

lately as i started da 2nd sems i relized dat my self-esteem had increased... well i didnt figured out y does it happn but it happened... gosh... i like it... i give da confident to be more active in giving opinions... hahah... poyo kn?? i tired my best to make everyone around me feel happy n it is a very hard job.. but i swear i always try...

Mr. syAEr dEAn
p/s: da maxis line in pusat komersil in sec 7 is sux BIG TIME!! its hard 4 me to send out sms or even to make a single calll... hope everyone understand...

Chapter 5: no fwens, no grin

hmmmm my day totally full with tiredness today... tuesday is da day full with classes... infact i had to stay at the faculty for 12 hours exactly with the limited gap between da classes... gosh i got noting to say evntho i told anna dat i got sumting to say. today..

well 4 psychology class we were combined with the advert sequence it was prety chaos wen da lecturer which is prof madya amelia made sum jokes... n da most loudest among us all is of cos shida... hahah... but i was pointed n told by da lecturer dat i luf to laugh a lot... welll i guess dats rily me!!! happy go lucky... is it?? hahah... but she was very COOL!! anyway i managed to complete da graphics asgnmnt today eventho i got limitd time to finished it coz i didnt hv da adobe in design software... but gladly i managed to score 6 out of 10... 1 of da 3 high scorers... hahaha... i guess im vry lucky...
thre so much drama wen me, anna, shida n aeina tried to finish da task..

hmmm... i've been teased by my fwens lately... well... its my fault btw.. ignorance is da besh ting in order to avoid any misunderstood... juz let them say watevr they like... anyway i've been trying to tell them dat me n SHE juz fwen but intimate but they x wan 2 listen.. so... wat can i do 2 make clear da dirt?? hahah...

anyway everyone knw who i am... da one who didnt like to tke ting vry seriusly... i repeat VERY seriusly... but dat doesnt mean dat i always i cnt be serius... it juz matter of time n situations... it rily hurt wen we been laughed at wen u tell sumting from da bottom of ur heart... it juz doesnt seem very fair... well... i tink dat one shud respect othr n always be careful wit wat u wana say bout sumting... sumtimes one want company to listen n rily honest of being fren... it is cool to rily sharing emotion towards each othr... its vry COOL n SWEET... juz wana hope dat evryone shud respect each othr bout wat they wana say... wat r their opinion bout sumting.. listen first... think.. and later on u give ur opinion... dats da rite way... it do have stages... juz dont be a hypocrite... well im not trying to be one...

Mr. syAEr dEAn

p/s: aidil sori bout my bahasa.. sumtimes im comfortable to write in english.. no heart feeling bro... huhuh... terus perjuangkan bahasa kita!!! GO AIDIL!!

Chapter 4: no pills, no chill

hmmmm... lately i started to like blogging.. its like a place whre u can rily express urself witout any hesitation.. im kinda green in this particular ting but no way im not gona give up ever...

well i slept late last nite.. guess i had become insomniac again.. i had this horrible kinda disease since i left school... i slept at almost 3a.m last nite... but b4 i slept last nite sumting horrible happen to me... my god!!! cant believe it happen.. but i wont tell u guys... im so sad yet so angry...

today ucop woke me up.. we all getting redi around 7 a.m for da sake of dont wana be left by da bus... ayien n acip decided to join us 4 da bus riding... it was fun since we were ouzmate n frens... btw im wearing my vry best today... all white to be precise... heheh... i noticed sum of da peeps startd lookin at me... nvr b4 this i got this kinda staring n glaring bcoz im nvr da gud lookin guys n da POP guys in school... im kinda like geeks or SKEMA at school... but it all changed wen i enter uitm... in gud way of coz... i got this fashion tips n wat da IN ting by my 2 persnal stylist... ucop n amin... thanx guys... luv ya...

i got graphic and layout klas today n seems like our sequence which is journalism n da most glamorous sequence; Public Relation gona stick to each othr as we combined klas.. Mr. Khairul Nizam is soooo cooolll... he just go his master but by da stories he told seems like he got plenty of experience.. anyway Mr. A almost wen ballistic again but thank god da journ students had chosen nana as our class rep 4 diz klas... sheeda laughed prety loud in this klas... yeah me too... plus da klas got air con probs... n we all started to kipas gne tangan,,, heheh... n da worst person dat cnt tolerate da heat is our lovely Ms. Aida Hani... heheh...

later on at 10.30++ we rushed to da blik sumber 4 registering da electif courses... i was prety hectic... peeps started to pouring in n block da way.. seems like most of us x wana miss da chance of choosing da class dat we rily want... i x wana da last tragedies happen to me again... last sems i registered 4 public opinion... n i tell u it was da most hardest paper that i had ever took in my whole life... after dat i wen to da cafe... hang roun wit my coursemates... besh.. n suddenly SHE came wit faten... then later on i pg library wit sheeda.. da mission is to find da book 4 asgnmnt but sadly i cnt find sheeda in da lib.. so i decided to go to sek2... last i end up at mutiara cc..

i went back home like around 5 sumting... n i saw ucop n am on my way home... they got klas... so im all alone again at home... boring GLA!! i borrowed ucop's lappy n YM-ing... then i fell into sleep n suddenly da ouz is so havoc... rupa2 nye my othr ouzmate Farid juz got home from his hometown... i bgun wat maggi n watched tv n fell to sleep AGAIN!! ltih arini plus i got terible headache coz kena ujan diz evening... so as i woke up i mndi lpak n like around 10.30p.m am n ucop blik...

anyway diz evening, SHE text me... SHE told me dat sumting gone wrong with HERself today... SHE said dat SHE had done sumting wrong to me... welll BABE u didnt do anyting wrong to me... its me who like to mke u suffer... sowi... but i juz wana tell u dat i rily LUV u n i always do... i understand we both bz wit our study.. n im ok wit it... hopefully u understand k babe? Muaxxx

Mr. syAEr dEAn

Chapter 3: aint no her, aint no feeling

ucop n nora

candy fight: anna n babe

mid valey souq du solle...

hmmm... yeah last nite basit stayed in my ouz... cool... he's my best bud... tp gosh dia tdo... lasak gla!!! i woke up at 10.40... da 1st 1 to wake up in my ouz... trus kjutkn basit... ktaorg breakfast at home.... i cooked sum frankfurters 2 b eaten wit da roti... then we all get redi... i nk anta basit blik but he insist me to go 2 mid valey... so i folow jer...

so in mid valey we went 2 the gardens... it was cool.. it so much like Pavilion Jr. or sumting... da environment is so great n x too many peeps thre... i hate to shop at place full wit peeps... dats typical me... even most of my fwens told me dat im such a Pavilion's boy... klakau la... ntah la.. hmm.. i was like crazee wen we arrived... we went to several shops..

SYAER SPY CORP.
today's mission: find 'DA' bag...
location: mid valey n the gardens
time: evening

hmm... i went to adidas.. spot 1 bag... so as nike... but im x satified... then went to Calvin Klein... i spotted a bag... asked 4 da price.. it was staggering RM391... mhal gla... then spotted other bag.. CK also... RM224... reasonable juz bcoz of da brand... im so excited trus nk g cocok duit... otw 2 da atm i stop by da zara shop... spotted a bag... cheapest among others... n found a shades... trus g ATM n drawed up sum money.. i've made up my mind to grab da bag at Zara... i bli my bag n shades under RM200... how cool is dat?? then i tmn basit to Topman.. he bought a baseball tee..

MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!!!!!!

wen i got home i x find ucop am n ayien around.. they all lepaking at da gurls' ouz... i decided 2 join them n go thre by ayien's motor.. i was shivering on da bike... x biasa bwak... ktaorg lpak n mkn2... besh gla... hmm... then am ucop n wendy g jln2... nora n babe blik... then thre were me ayien anna n fushi... we all chat bout sumting personal.. besh... now i understand anna even better... thanx anna.. on da spur of moment i think bout HER... i realized i missed her... wat is this feeling? cant hold it...

msa nk blik we all decided to invite da gurlz to our ouz... diorg dtg wit fushi... am wat air... ktaorg brak2.. beshnyer... leh wat slalu... during dat period SHE sms me... i missed her... so much!!! we r close but yet so far... x noe y... 2mrw i wana see her... if im not i gona go mad babe...

babe i miss u n always do... god... hopefully u understand... i got x transport... so hard to meet u.. luv ya...

Mr. syAEr dEAn

chapter 3: no thing, no feeling

hmm... today i went out wit my dearest fwen... he's from UPM takin biotech course... lookin forward towards it 4 quite sum time.. hmmm da day started as early as 8-30 as i prepare myself to go out today... welll i slept late last nite.. 4.45 a.m to b exact... so tired yet da day stated gloomy... it rained... hate it... im wearing my newest tee... FCUK... bought it on monday... hahaha...

wen i reached da sec2 bastop i saw lots of peeps waiting to get into da bus... i took da 2nd bus... i put on my earphone n pretend da world doesnt exist n i good to go.. it was boring as my other fwens cannot join me... i reached kl sentral roun 11.15a.m n queued up 2 cocok duit... hmmm i waited basit 4 almost 30 mins... we bought da tiket n we off to KLCC... 

noting much happen in klcc... we went to several shops but neither of the item sold there caught my  interest... well there is a bag... a reebok bag dat i admired so much... i went to dat shop several times but sadly my card was rejected almost all of the da ATM machine... DAMN!! we went to pavilion too... basit is crazy over britney's perfume... midnite fantasy... sweet scent... he plan to buy it aftr he got da JPA scholarship.. hahah..

we ended up buying noting today... it was rily awkward... nver b4 diz i went out n not buying anyting... seems like i have to get along wit it... hahahahah...

we go back early... we reached home at 8 sumting... GOSH!!!! i had to stand up 4 da whole journey home plus i have to tunduk as well... SAKITNYER MY LEHER!!!! hate it... tu la tggi sgt...

da smpi umah, me n basit plan mkn luar... kdi mamak round my umah sewa... da fuds hmmm... x sedap!! i tapau fuds 4 acip n aril... then i got back home..

i tried to go on9 4 several times... x leh... so i cek blik picture 4 my graphics n layout asgnmnt... accidently as i go thru wit da pics i pop out da XXX rated pic... hahah... then tba2 aril suprise me.. KANTOI!!! but i nvr purposely pop it out... it was accidently... hahahha... dont get me wrong k guys... later on i tgk movie on Ayien's lappy... Wild Child... quiet ok... hahaha... 

later on... hmm... x tau la... tonite mcm boring jer... anyway basit sleep at my ouz tonite... hahah... beshnye... 

Chapter 2: new subject, new mentor

so guys... we meet again... hmmm... it quiet bored todaY... I managed to wake up at 11-30... got klas at 3 today.. my fwens fetched me up at my ouz today.. thanx guys... i mean gurlz... so i revealed my identity a bit... welll today i went to klas n our lecturer is so coolll... so as da subject... welll... hmmm... Mr. A went ballistic today in klas... most of da klas mentioned his name to be da klas rep... he so f**kin mad!! nvr see him like this... he even said f**k to all of us... I guess we owe him apologies... welll SORI arashy... didnt mean it.. u r vry dedicated to be one... to b our representative... we r so proud of u... 

hmmm... as i reached home from klas... i saw my fwen from meranti... he visited us... baiknye... we all wat jemput2 togther n mke sum video... heheh... fashion show live from our ouz... ehehheh... besh gla... then my other ouzmate blik from IKEA... beshnyer... they bought sum furniture 4 their rooms... jeles.. so, i n my 2 othr fwen plan 2 go thre nxt week after i got my baby.. that is my car...

later dat nite we lepak kt Pak Li kopitiam... besh gak... so i created this blog... we all have fun.. me, am n U... later on we continue lpak kt Bintang Sidewalk Cafe... besh gak... diz time Aidil joined us... lma x jmpe... we chit chat... x smpi 30 mins he went back... hmm... anyway 2mrw we all wana go out.. hv sum fun... hopefully i manage to dish out wat happen next...

think u can spot me?

u wish...

ciao bella...

Mr. Gosseepp 

Chapter 1: new day, new styles

as i struts my self to FKPM i started to realize dat evrybody r fab in their styles... well not eryone... sum peeps didnt relized dat their r doin da fashion faux pas... i guess they didnt watched GLAMOUR's 50 DOs n DONTs that been repeatedly shown on E! channel... well i had seen sum peeps started to come out n showing their daring side... thank god.. vest had become da latest crave 4 sum part 2 student.. OMG they make vest a look bad... guess dat i need to throw mine... damn u guys... anyway those who wore vest on 30th dec hopefully u stop wearin it... it look bad on u guys... well... on dat day im not wearing my best outfit.. juz polo tee, jeans n nikes... guess less is more... well im playing safe dat day... well enuf from me.. i guess our life is started pretty gud this sems... at least i think so.. bye... ciao bella..

think u can spot me??
u wish...
ciao bella..
Mr. Gosseep